hi

hru

yoongi

im good

are u busy?

seokjin

yes i have an essay to write

it's due tomorrow but i honestly don't want to start bc idk how

yoongi

what is it abt?

seokjin

teen pregnancy

yoongi

oh hm

seokjin

do u mind if i ask u abt ur experience?

if not, it's fine

the essay is abt how teen pregnancy can affect emotional and psychological health and how it can affect relationships with others, etc.

yoongi

yes i can try to help ask away

seokjin

don't answer anything you don't want to, ok?

yoongi

ok

seokjin

tell me about your experience in general

yoongi

i can vividly remember the day and every emotion i felt when looking at the test that said, 'positive' in big bold letters.

it was november 26th when i found out, and oh my gosh. i literally felt my whole world crash down??? like i love her but at that moment i felt horrible.

i began thinking of everything and anything that could happen because i was carrying her. i wasn't ready.

and if i'm being honest, i did consider suicide.

having to hide it was the worst probably? having to hide how much weight i was gaining and my physical symptoms.

not to mention the dirty looks i got at parenting classes. i was 19 and people were calling me a slut, asking me why i couldn't keep my legs closed. i never really talked about it until now.

as for relationships, donghyun left and ur really the only one that stayed.

some of my family members were and still against me

and bc of sm stress, i have a nicotine addiction 👎

yeah that's all

sorry for over sharing 🤣

seokjin

oh my gosh yoongi???

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