Between Rivals |✔|

31: Hallucinations

You held your hands over your ears and tried to block out the sound.

"Stop it!"

And then suddenly you closed your eyes again and opened them to another horror.

You were standing beside Chenle and Mark.

Their eyes were full of tears and they were looking into a room with a glass window to look in.

In the room were their families. The last to be killed.

They watched as their precious lives left their innocent bodies and you felt broken.

Chenle turned to you. "How could you let this happen Y/n-ah?"

His voice sounded so real. Your tears fell and they also felt real.

"But I-..."

"Just stop Y/n." Mark Lee said putting up his hand. "It's your fault anyhow."

He wiped away his tears and looked at you.

"I hate you."

Your heart felt like it wae being stabbed.

Sure, they were mean and sure they made you feel like you were all alone at times but they never made it this clear.

You felt yourself fall against the wall as they were walking away and you closed your eyes once again.

But when you opened them, this one his you the hardest.

You were in a park, the kind with assortments of trees, tracks and bench.

You saw the guys walking and you ran to them.

"Guys. Hey!"

But they didn't hear you. You yelled a bit louder. "Hey!"

Then they all walked right through you, like you were invisible...

Like you weren't there.

You turned around and decided to follow them.

You followed soon heard them speaking.

"Today was so fun Hyung." Jisung said to Taeil and he smiled.

"Yeah. It was."

Then you looked at Jaemin and Jaehyun who seemed to be in better health.

"Should we feel bad?" Jaehyun asked.

"Why?" Lucas replied.

"You know...because she is gone and we couldn't get her in time and we are having fun rather than mourning?"

"We shouldn't feel bad." Johnny said. "She wasn't really our responsibility."

"We used her to get the jewel remember?" Yuta mentioned and everyone laughed.

Doyoung then spoke. "I can't believe I kissed her."

Then all of a sudden they turned to you and didn't even react.

You walked towards Kun and he shook his head.

Everyone that you walked to they would turn you away.

You felt tears fall yet again and Jeno spoke.

"We are the bad guys remember? Isn't this what you expected?"

"I thought you cared!" You said and Haechan laughed.

Then his face went into a pout and he and the guys stepped back a few steps and Haechan urged you forward.

You came to him but there was what seemed to be an invisible barrier there and he was on the other side with the guys.

"Come back." You said and they just smiled.

"Please?" You asked and soon they began walking away and you hit the invisible barrier and cried as they walked away.

These was your worst nightmares coming true.

You fell to the floor once again and cried it all out.

They really hated you...

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