Male characters x Male reader

Karl Jackobs

Sorry, but this is going to be x suicidal reader because I'm in a depressed mood, and I want to make an imaginary scenario where someone loves me... Sorry for destroying this episode with this, but my mental health is non-existent right now...

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Y/n's pov:

We were recording a new video. Extreme tag game. I had nothing to do with the money. I was here because I didn't have things to do. "Hey, y/n, you ready? We should start recording" Jimmy said. I look at him "yeah... Sure..." I said with a depressing tone. "Oh, come on, at least try to pretend you're fine for the video, you know if you don't, people will be worried." He whispered to me. I usually make jokes about how I'm depressed and how I'd kill everyone and myself, but Jimmy and Karl are the only one who know, that I'm not joking except killing others. "Ok, I'll try..." I said and put on a fake smile. I was doing it a lot... I don't want to make people worried.

Time skip:

We ended the video, and I saw Karl approaching me. "Hey, uhm... You ok?" He asked, I think he saw that I wasn't talking or even smile lately. "I'm alright, don't worry." I put on a fake smile again. " Y/n, please, you know you can't fool me. I know your fake smile. And I know you're not alright. Please tell me what's wrong." He whispered so nobody would hear us. "Karl, I'm ok, please, just don't worry" I basically begged and he walked away a bit hurt. 'I'm sorry Karl, I'll miss you'

Karl's pov:

I was worried about y/n, his depression got worse a month or so ago. He's my best friend, I don't want him to kill himself, he already tried a few times. I'm always worried about him, I don't know when he'll try again, and I'm always afraid that I'm now gonna be there to stop him. I love him too much to let him do something that can't be undone.

Y/n's pov:

I'm gonna do it tonight... When me and the others are going to hang out. I'm gonna jump off a building.

Time skip:

We were in the city, the others were playing some stupid game while me and Karl sat at the table. I was thinking of the ...thing... I was wondering if I should write a death will. But I won't. Karl and Jimmy know everything. "I'm going for a walk." I say but Karl responds something I wasn't expecting. "I'm coming with you"  "what?" I asked, but I instantly realized it sounded suspicious. "What? I'm not allowed to walk with my best friend?"  He asked. "O-ok..." We walked a bit outside and when we were in a big crowd I ran away, I thought I lost him. After that I got in the highest building and walked to the edge.  I was ready, all the suffering and pain will go away.  "Y/N! WAIT! DON'T JUMP!"  I looked back to see Karl. "Why wouldn't I? I had enough of this world, every day is just another struggling, and nobody truly likes me besides you and Jimmy. Not even my parents." I said on the verge of crying. "Y/n, please, don't jump, come her-" "Why shouldn't I jump? Give me a reason not to." I shouted now crying "because- BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I love you, y/n, and I couldn't handle losing you, so please, come here and don't give up." What he said cought me off guard. He... Loves me?  "Karl... I love you too, but...

I'm sorry..." I said and jumped. "Y/N!!!" This was the last thing I heard. And I saw Karl sticking his arm down for me and a tear rolled down my face. "I'm sorry Karl..."

Third person pov:

A few days later the news of y/n's death had reached everyone. Karl was in front of a grave sitting on the ground, with his legs squeezed to his chest. "I miss you, y/n/n..." He never forgot him.

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So, I know it sucks, but I told you I'm in a mentally unstable period.