Backstage (h.s)

44. This is great *

Matthew leads us to the elevator as Patrick walks with him, we get to it and I see him and Patrick press floor 2 and Harry presses floor 3, The elevator lets Matthew and Patrick out first, he tells us to be ready by 5:45 to go to soundcheck and we nod 

"Esme come with me" Harry says as the elevator dings and I grab his hand, "I'll go with ember for a little while" Lou says and Harry nods at him, I see Harry stop in front of what seems to be the door to his room and he slides the key in opening it up 

he pushes the door open and I see the ordinary hotel room just a little bigger, I walk to our kitchen and I jump on the counter sitting on it, he walks towards me setting his stuff down next to me and he kisses my lips, "I'm gonna use the restroom stay here" he says and I nod 

he walks down the small hallway next to the bed and I hear him open and close the door, I look around the room taking in the view as well and I hear his phone ding next to me, when I look I see his notebook open right in front of my eyes, I look at the top of the page, golden

I feel my body try and look away but my eyes move further down the page, I see the lyrics of the song which I'm assuming is called golden, You're so golden

Don't wanna let you know

Loving you's the antidote

Because hearts get broken

I feel my hand touch the page softly taking in the lyrics, I don't want to be self centered but I think its about me, I mean he added loving you's the antidote which is very similar to loving is the antidote, and the song is named golden which is very close to goldie 

I love this song, I can't believe he would write something like this it means the world that he thinks about me like this, but I feel the same he makes me feel free and safe at the same time 

"I thought I told you not to touch that" Harry says and I look at him trying to cover up what I was doing, "I- I - It was open" I whisper and he takes the book shoving it away from me, "don't be mad please harry I-" I say and he cuts me off, "what did you think?" he asks and I look up at him, "I loved it, I just didn't know you felt like that" I say stuttering through my words and he looks away from me 

"I do I do feel like that esme" he says and I motion him to come closer to me, "kiss me" I let out and he shakes his head, "no" he grunts and I smirk, "kiss me smiley" I smile and he steps closer, "come on kiss me" I whisper and he puts his arms on each side of me caging me in, "no" he whispers hovering my lips and I can't help but move my lips closer to his 

"what do you want esme" he whispers and I tilt my head, "you" I say with a serious expression, I feel his lips touch mine and fire work explode between us, I feel different with this kiss its more passionate and desperate like we need this to happen 

I feel him grab my sides eagerly and I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him as close as possible to me, I feel our tongues collide, its an addicting feeling just like everything about him 

"esme what do you want?" I hear him grunt out as he pulls away slightly, I look into the glint of shimmer in his eyes and I feel something in my heart tell me what I want, "you, I want you" I whisper and he looks at me longer than usual, "me?" he asks and I giggle lightly, "yes smiley I want you" I say and he lets out a huge smile

"are you sure?" he asks and I nod, "never been more sure of anything" I whisper and he pulls me close to him, I feel my body hit his and he takes me in his lips again, I feel myself groan at the contact feeling him closer than ever, I touch his chest and I feel our tongue dance with each other once again 

I feel him scoot me to the end of the counter and he lifts me up, our lips stay pressed to each other as he walks me to the bed, I feel myself hit the soft comforter and I see him above me, I feel myself scoot to the headboard and he crawls forward resting his knee in between my legs spreading them apart 

"are you sure?" he asks again and I smile, "yes baby I'm sure" I love that he's asking a lot makes me feel safe, he nods and I feel him lift my sweatshirt over my head, he throws it somewhere away from us and I'm left in my red bra, he looks down at my chest and I blush 

"I'm gonna make you feel good" he purrs and I feel my breath hitch in the back of my throat, I see him take off his shirt quickly throwing it behind him and I see his bare build now, I don't think I'll ever get over his tattoos, I'm drawn to them 

I feel him grab the sides of my shorts and he pulls them off of me, I'm left in my black underwear and he looks down at me, I see his chain over my face and I bite it pulling him closer to me, I feel his lips press on mine and I'm eager now, I feel his body with my hands not wanting to take them off of him 

I see his pull off his pants and he stands up quickly running to his suitcase, he unzips the front pocket and I see a gold packet in his hand, he walks back to me and he pulls down his briefs now freeing himself

he doesn't put the condom on himself yet, I feel my legs separate and he pulls my panties off putting them next to him, "just wanna taste you" he lets out a desperate groan and I grab the sheets in my hand pulling them as I feel his tongue touch me, I feel the familiar ball in my gut and I love the tension of it building 

"fuck" I let out a breathy moan and I feel him nibble lightly on my clit making me squirm at the feeling, he holds me down with his arm and I bite my lip as he moves his tongue in circles on me, "harry holy shit" I moan out and he moves faster about to make me come 

he pulls his tongue out of me just when I'm about to reach my limit and I groan at the loss of him, I see him slide the condom on and he angles his tip towards my entrance, "goldie your sure" he asks and I run my fingers through his hair, "smiley I'm sure" I whisper and he nods 

I feel him push into me and I gasp at the feeling, I feel the slight pain in my abdomen and I grab a ball of he sheets in my hand, "fuck holy fuck harry" I let out a moan and he hovers over me still inside me not moving yet, "put your hands on my back" he says and I obey, I feel my hands reach for his back and he moves out of me making me grip onto his skin 

he throws his head back and he moves into me again, I scratch him making him moan and I smirk, he likes the pain, "you feel amazing" he grunts as he slides back and forth into me, "fuck harry so do you" I moan out trying to catch my breath but he moves faster now 

I feel him move my hands from his back and he brings them over my head pining them down, he holds them and I arch my back trying to move them to hold onto something but he doesn't let me, he rocks into me and I moan louder and louder 

"harry I don't know how much longer I can last" I moan out and he nods, "its okay goldie come for me" he groans as he moves into me and I let out a breath, I feel my walls break down as he moves faster and I get to a point where I can't hold it in anymore 

"harry I'm coming-" I moan out and I feel myself break down, I feel the knot in my stomach leave as well and I hear him moan too, "I'm coming" he grunts out and I see his face its mesmerizing

I see the door slam open and I cover myself with the comforter, "you've got to be fucking kidding me" I hear the evil voice and I could cry now 

I look over to harry he's as stunned as I am, he's also covering him self with the blanket now 

"Matthew" we both say in unison as we see the figure stand in front of us with the furious look on his face 

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