I wonder why I let you in.
Why I let you see the parts of me, I built walls around?
Why I tried so hard to suit your needs?
Why I supported and uplifted you during the toughest times of your life?
Why I always chose you?
Why I made you the most important thing in my life?
Why I invested in you?
Why I became obsessed with you?
Why did I let you in?
Why did I spend countless of hours trying to make up our fights?
Why did I give you $1000+ to support your dreams when I barely had any for my dreams?
Why did I drive 4 hours to come see you?
Why did I make less money than you and yet still paid for all of our meals?
Why did I make time for you when I was busy?
Why did I always put you first?
Why did I make you feel loved and appreciated?
Why did I support you when I had nothing?
Why did I stay by your side when you were at your lowest?
Why didn't you try to make up with me?
Why didn't you offer to help support my dreams?
Why didn't you drive to come see me?
Why didn't you try to pay for our meals?
Why didn't you make time for me when you were doing nothing?
Why didn't you put me first?
Why didn't you make me feel loved and appreciated?
Why didn't you support me when you had something?
Why didn't you stay by my side when I was at my lowest?
Why didn't you choose me?
Why do I try so hard and get nothing in return?
Why do I feel bad when you give something?
Why do I struggle to suit my needs?
Why do I put myself last?
Why do I always give?
Why do I always care?
Why did I leave and yet still wonder why you didn't try to keep me?
Why did I leave and still wanted you to want me?
Why did I leave and still wanted you to miss me?
Why did I leave and still wished you tried harder?
Why did I leave and still miss every bit of you?
Why did I feel bad when I left?
Why did I feel like I wasn't enough?
Why did I regret leaving?
Why did I feel alone?
Why did I still care for you?
Why did I still want you?
Why did I still love you?
I sit here drowning in my tears, knowing that I didn't deserve you but I wanted you so bad.
