Sundae

Dear Mom

I have been dying to tell you

That I don't hate you

My intentions aren't to hurt you.

I have a Junta feeling welding inside

the core of my heart

That confuse my actions

Mixing all my emotions.

Mom I love you a lot

And I can't dare even in a dreamy night to hurt you .

To hurt the most beautiful lady

Who always loves me

Be it in my odds or even

Without any monthly wage .

My intentions aren't bad,

But I always end up hurting you

With my actions

with my words

Sometimes I even end up cursing you

I am sorry Mom.

I am bad child

I am disgraceful daughter

Bad-mouthed heartless girl

Who can't even give respect in return to love .

Asking for paradon

Is a joke

as to what I have done for you.

My words are harsh

My actions are worst

But my heart is still pure

It still holds the drop of love

That you give me

Even I hurt you.

I love you mom .

You are the most magnificent person in my life.

Whose position I feel

even higher than

Heavenly power.

I don't tell you

But that can't prove

I don't love you.

I am sorry for being

Such an bitter fruit

Of your hard labour.

I know I am no different

From those sewing pin

Which always pierce your skin.

I give you pain

In return to your love.

I know I can't be that

Darling daughter

that you desired

when I was in your womb

I am sorry Mom

I am sorry.....

You don't deserve me

Sorry Mom

Your daughter

-------------------------------------------
Writers note :

A spoken word poetry made just for her.
Happy mother's day everyone, it's always a special day for both mom and child. Since I have been gifted with such an all-in-one Mom I usually don't ask more.

But as a child we usually fail and unknowingly hurt our lady so............. (You complete)