Kihyun || Forever with you

•< Chapter 14 >•

•KIHYUN'S POV•

"Hyerin!" I heard one of the classmates calling her right at the moment when we were about to kiss.

I could not believe that I almost kissed her just now but somehow I really wanted to do so.

"I-" she was about to speak but I gently covered her mouth with my palm before she could say something.

"Shh." I looked deep down into her eyes as I put my other finger onto my lips symbolizing her to not make any noise.

"It seems like she isn't there. Maybe she already woke up and went out for a walk or something." I heard some of the classmates say.

I heard them talking my gaze still being focused on hers, never leaving her eyes, not even for a split of seconds.

I decided that we should stay inside so that no one would notice the fact that I was here as well.

I moved in closer to her face while slowly puting away my hand from her mouth.

"I needed you to stay here with me and not go outside." I whispered in a low voice.

"Otherwise I would not be able to do this." I told her as I pulled her closer to me, placing a kiss on her lips.

This time it was a deep and passionate kiss rather than a gentle soft one that I have given her before.

This time it felt diffrent to me.

"I...need...to...go..." I told her as I was trying to catch my breath in between kissing her.

Slowly I moved away from her licking my lips as I was looking at her.

"I need to tell you something but now is not the right time." I told her before opening the tent.

After the classmates have left and no more voices could be heard from outside I slowly made my way out of the tent. Gladly I was lucky enough to not be noticed by anyone.

I decided to go out for a walk to get my mind free from all the thoughts which have been on my mind lately.

"Just how did it come that I slept throughout the night without even having any nightmare or waking up even for a single time?" I thought as I was walking down the road to the sea.

I didn't seem to understand it but I was really thankful to her because for once in a long time I was able to fall asleep peacefully and sleep through the whole night.

It seemed to me that once she was around all my worries started to disappear, one by one.

Everytime I felt her touch on my skin, her kiss on my lips and her embrace around my waist I felt like I could breathe again.

She made me feel alive.

Alive for once in such a long time.

She seemed like my savior in this dark world, like a ray of light at the end of the endless tunel filled with emptiness and darkness.

I just fully came to realize that I really liked her, in fact I did not only like her.

I came to realize that I had begun to love her. Even though I didn't want it to happen I could not deny it.

She made me feel that way.

I knew that everyone would judge me and think that I was being crazy for loving someone so fast but to be honest I didn't care about that at this moment!

I was not interested in what others would think about me and my feelings, all I cared for was what I myself was feeling towards her!

I knew it from this moment on.