Be my baby

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Today is the day of the school fair and here I am, laying at my bed at home, all alone. Quite but peaceful

All the students must be having fun at the fair right now. What if I attend today? There's no crime on attending the fair right? Maybe I'll be able to enjoy it for just a little bit.

I stood up and started changing to some casual clothing

I stood up and started changing to some casual clothing

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(Please don't mind the bag and the person behind)

As I look at myself on the mirror, I felt satisfied with what I was wearing right now so I immediately ran down and picked up my phone and wallet and put on my  shoes

I was walking to the school when I saw some teenager running towards the direction of the school as well, must've been one of the freshmen. 

I was shocked upon seeing the school fair. It felt magical, every thing is colorful and full of laughter. I envy them. I hope I can also laugh and do extreme things with someone. In other words, I'm a complete loner. I don't even know how the hell I became the president of the student council. I'm not even famous.

As I was busy admiring the booths around me, I didn't notice that people are already looking at me. Why though? 

I kept on walking until I heard some whispers that made me stop

'Omg, It's the student council president!'
'Ekk! His so handsome'
'Ikr! His more handsome when his wearing casual clothes'
'Omg!!! His looking at us!!'

After hearing some of it, I realized now how I become the president. I didn't thought that I was famous. I looked at them and smiled before walking away but I heard another whispering

'OmO! He just smiled at us!!! Ekk!!!'
'His really handsome!!!'
'This is the first time I saw him smile gently like that. Ekk!!!'

I smiled at what I just heard

I'm glad that they appreciate me...

Unlike him, who just left me without saying a word and the next thing I knew, he already has a new lover

I kept on walking and walking until I saw, the person I once loved, and still love up until now, holding hands with none other than my cousin...Choi Seungcheol.

Was so good about him? Does he have something that I don't have? Oh...Maybe there is...

His...more  handsome, more strong, more smart, more rich, more famous, more reliable...

Those characteristics that I'm sure that I don't have...

I walked closely to them but not to close or else they'll notice me

"Cheol! Let's go to that booth!" Jeonghan said

"Sure baby" Seungcheol answered and kissed the cheeks of his lover

I...regret going here...


Bullshit! Why the hell am I crying over a man who chose another person who he just met over a few months and discarded his bestfriend who he was with ever since childhood.


I also want to call him names like those...
Say something cheesy to each other...
Laugh with him...
And hold him again...

I also want him to be my baby....

"I fell in love with my bestfriend" II Jihan FFWhere stories live. Discover now