Hayasaka Ai x Loner Male Reader

Chapter 16: Confession

Hayasaka POV

First love.

It's a feeling which you will not understand at first. An act of having attraction towards a person for the first time.

After 17 years of my life I was finally able to experience first love.

At first it felt great. Whenever my gaze lands at him, I kept getting a feeling of having butterflies in my stomach.

When I saw him smile for the first time, my heart kept beating faster like I would almost have a heart attack.

Falling in love with someone might sound like a great feeling, but it's actually torture.

You get nervous whenever that person is close.

You try to act cool even though you're looking like an idiot.

Trust me. I've been there before.

Every single day I desired nothing but his attention.

I want to be closer to him.

I want him to talk to me all the time.

I want to know more about him.

Because of my terrible act from yesterday, I got myself friend zoned.

You must think being friend zoned must really hurt, but it doesn't hurt that much. In fact, I should be thankful that I still get to talk to him sometimes. Unlike the person who wrote this that have been forgotten.

I was quietly laying on my bed while hugging the pillow next to me.

Why did I say that?

It was my chance...

Why did I say it was a BEST FRIEND KISS?!

He actually believed it!

Regret began to fill my mind as blood started rushing to my cheeks.

While blushing madly, I covered my face with a pillow while I started screaming.

That idiot... why is he so dense?

"Should I tell him tomorrow...?" I mumbled.

I started to imagine a scenery inside my mind.

"It's no use. He's probably gonna say 'isn't it normal to love your friends' or something like that."

Suddenly, a voice I heard earlier replayed in my mind.

"You're in love with me aren't you?"

I closed my eyes and sighed.

"He looked very serious that time."

Did he already knew?

No... that's not possible.

This week, if (L/n)-kun still doesn't realize my feelings for him...

I'll tell him I love him.

(Y/n) POV

While sluggishly laying on my bed, I began to imagine the scene from yesterday.

Flashback:

"(L/n)-kun!"

I turned around and suddenly felt a soft sensation on my lips.

So this is how a girl's lips feel like?

After a few seconds she pulled away and covered her blushing face.

"H-Hayasaka... you...."

I couldn't help but feel embarrassed right now.