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I can't deal with this life no more I think I wanna be a pirate => lol but seriously....

November 5, 2009

SO because the bitch is back old landlord  is who I am referring  to in this part  I am thinking of taking off again well we are I just hate what our life is becoming.

stress, ex- friends  turning their backs on us ,and this dam court thing dam I just want some peace and I am not going to get it hear, sure my mom will disown me again, but I just can't deal with this stupid crap any more. Any one want to come with us Were just going to become pirates arggg!

New pics of ocean, nature pics new at Gemnimoon@mocospace.com

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November 8, 2009

Headed to nature preserve today was really nice, and peaceful

some of the pics I took was of the nature there. Some are of the ocean, the canal ,and the nature around us.

If you check the pics out please tell me what you think of them thanks.

star bear

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Sunday night I had the best night of fishing ever

November 10, 2009

I caught 5 big catfish and one medium size salt water trout what a rush. The biggest one was a bull cat fish it was a beauty I had to let it go though safely. fish and game warden came by didn't have a license (rolled eyes)

damn oh well

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Do you care, or are you just saying that?

November 13, 2009

Every thing is quiet the storm has ceased

I hate it when my so called friends brings me to my knees

I think of many things laying in bed things left unsaid

God To have a mute ,or reverse button in my head!

I sure wish I could go back and live in the middle ages that would be cool

at least then I wouldn't be treated like a lil' fool.

Star bear

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Don't expect for anyone to respond to this but I need help I need...?

November 16, 2009

But I need to write this because right now I don't know where to turn to the friends I had let me down in a bad way I got to let this out though Otherwise I will tell my husband what I think of him and Don't think that would be wise I have a terrible temper when it comes to him ! Ok hear goes my husband

why did you have to have weed on you?!

why can't you think before you act?!

I resent you so much because you can't get off of it

Your going to have to pay over $3000 or more court fines because of the weed how r we going to pay that off?!

were losing our house as well what are we going to do if you don't pay your fines and end up in jail

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