can you keep a secret?

Chapter 1: No going back

Jay Pov

'Jay, I'm off. Apartment is all yours.' I heard Rose's voice call out, moments later hearing the door close.

Rubbing my eyes and staring at the ceiling and breathing harshly through my nose. The darkness engulfed me like a oddly warm hug. Rolling onto my side I picked up my phone checking the time, 6:30pm. Another day waisted in my room instead of going out and having my university experience ever adult you ever meet glutes about.

Finally getting out of bed and walking to the bathroom to shower. The hot water burned my skin making my chest red. Brushing my hands through my hair as I stared blankly at the chip tilled wall. Nothing but my thoughts swimming through my mind.

Stepping out the shower, I get ready to get back into bed. Making a quick trip to the kitchen first. A warm bowl of soup in my hand i climbed back into bed. Turning on the tv.

A few hours went by and i heard the door open and close. Rose is back. I heard her stumbling. She's been drinking again. My thoughts where interrupted by Rose throwing my door open, stumbling in and sitting on the edge of my bed. Oh god here we go.

She looked over at me smiling. 'hEyYyyy, Jayyyyy. oooo that sounds nice to say hehe.' She's completely gone.

'You kNow how wee are friendsss for yeArsS. I jUst wanNa lEt yoU, my friEnd kNow that it's okaYyy to be gAy yehhHhh, cAuSe me i'm hAlf gAyYy sOo iTs alRight. sAfe spAcE hEre witH me aNd yooUu.' She wiggled her finger at me.

What is she trying to get at. She's known for years, in fact the only person i've told.

'ANYGAY I accidentally outed you at the party now half the caMpus knows your gay.' she raps out.

Excuse me. Did i hear that right. SHE WHAT.

ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊°.~♡︎

I wrote this under a tree in a field. I looked like a right prick. I know it's short but the chapters will get longer soon.