How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday- Boys II Men
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//YN//
It's almost time for me to leave. I only have two more days before I go to the airport and I'm off to New York. Mom is staying behind because she said she doesn't belong up there. Only I do. So while she stays. I go. Believe me, it is harder than anything to leave. And I don't want to leave. But everyone is telling me I can't miss this chance.
Even Justin. Sure he said he did't break up with me. Just set me free. That's got to mean something. I haven't seen him since I told him. We've texted. Every once in awhile. And that's all. I haven't seen him in person since. Do you know how sad that is. To see someone everyday and then just. Not see them anymore. It hurts. It hurt's more than anything.
He may have said he didn't break up with me. But he did. Because that's exactly what he feels like. A feeling of you're heart actually breaking. A weight on your heart that just never goes away. That feeling of the ache and heartache never going away. To be honest. I don't think it ever will.
''YN?'' Chris says waving his hand in my face I snap out of it shaking my head and looking at him
''Huh?'' I say messing with my fingers
''I said how about we go spend the two days we have left with you camped out on the beach. All of us.'' he says and I nod to the idea.
''Is Justin going?'' I say and he looks down
''I would have to ask.'' he says looking back up with me
''Ask. Call him.'' I say and he sighs grabbing his phone out and dialing his number putting it on speaker
''Hello?'' I hear his voice in which I haven't heard in for what feels like forever
''Hey Jay. I was wondering we're all going to camp out on the beach for the next two days. Would you like to join?'' he asks and I stay silent listening in
''Who's we're all?'' Justin asks movement in the background
''Well. Me. Ryan.YN.Chaz and you.'' he blurts out fast and you hear Justin sigh in the background.
''Uhm. I actually can't. I planned to uhm. To stay with my uh dad for the next two days with Jazzy and Jaxon.'' he stutters out Chris looks at me and I feel my eyes wanting to let out tears
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What's meant to be. Will find a way.
FanfictionYN was starting her new life in a new town in Ontario Canada, trying to move on from her past life. New girl in a new high school. Is a bit scary. Especially when you have a past you want no one to know about. Until one day bad boy Justin Bieber see...
