𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ༯

05

0 5 - For One To Love

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Maya Hanlon

WE WENT TO a party without her. Sure it was ridiculous and sneaky, but I needed to ease my space and breath a little.

Sometimes Braylon was just too much. She always tends to make me jealous. Either with her and Damien—She know I have always liked him—or with her family and money.

I don't have a healthy family. My parents are divorced, I'm living with my dad because my mom's a psycho. We have money, but only to pay for what we have. I have nice clothes that look expensive, because it's either my mom's old clothes before she left or someone gifted it to me. I do buy clothes and girl stuff, but only when I need it.

Braylon has everything handed to her. She has an amazing and loving family. She always complains about her brother being annoying, but she should be grateful. I don't have any siblings and always wish that I do. I would do anything for them.

She's so lucky and she doesn't appreciate it. Even Alisa knows how to be grateful and care. She knows about my life, but Braylon doesn't so I shouldn't be taking about her like this.

What am I doing?

Am I willing to lose another friend?

This is going to tear me down inside.

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Braylon McKenna
( Time Skip - Monday )

I woke up a little earlier today, which meant I can actually eat a full breakfast and take a nice heated shower.

I'm not looking forward to school considering I don't want to bump into Maya and Alisa.

My plan is just to ignore them for now, until I want to hear them out.

I wore a black baggy hoodie, with jeans and white converse.

I walk downstairs plotting my school bag on the kitchen stool. My mom notices me and smiles.

"You woke up early" I nod.

"Yeah I couldn't fall back asleep" I say.

She hands me a plate with an omelette. I munch on the omelette and eat it fast because it's just so good.

"Okay, calm down while eating" My mom laughs.

"Your like a flash when it comes to food" She shakes her head.

"At least I don't make a mess like Blake" I state, she nods.

"That kid will be the death of me, literally."

"That's what you get for getting pregnant with him"

She shushes me and continues on making the rest of the omelettes for the rest of the family.

I finish quickly and set my plate in the sink. I grab my bag and keys for the car. I want to go to school early and clear my head up a bit. Basically without driving Blake. His car is still at the shop, but he can walk or take the bus or even ask mom or dad to take him to school. He doesn't need me. Well sometimes he does.

As i'm driving off to school I connect my bluetooth and start playing Spotify. Good 4 u by Olivia Rodrigo starts playing and me being the teenage girl I am, I start jamming.

"WELL GOOD 4 U, YOU LOOK HAPPY AND HEALTHY. NOT ME. IF YOU EVER CARED TO ASK" I start yelling and singing in the car.

I'm pretty sure the car is shaking considering to all the stares i'm getting.

Anyways about 6-7 minutes later, I reach school grounds. I park my car in a parking spot near the main doors.

"Maybe i'm too emotional, but your apathy is like a wound in salt. Maybe i'm too emotional, or maybe you never cared at all." I lightly sing while coming out of the car and making my way inside the school building.

I go to my locker, and not seeing Damien around. I decided to text him wondering about his whereabouts.

Braylon: Hey babe, where r u? ❤️
Delivered at 8:48 AM

Braylon: Your not at school so i was just wondering
Delivered at 8:49 AM

Damien: hey baby, i'm not feeling well so i wont be coming today got a sick hangover from last night.
Delivered at 8:53 AM

Braylon: How come your hungover? Weren't you with family, last time i recall they don't like when you drink.
Delivered at 8:55 AM

Damien: um i was out with family, we went out for dinner and we got food i had a couple drinks with my cousins that came.
Read at 8:57 AM

I think i'm being paranoid for nothing. He said he was out with family so I should believe him. But something about this is kind've out of place.

I shake off my thoughts and head off to my first class.

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a u t h o r s n o t e

sorry for such a short update.
this was rushed for you guys
i'm soooo sorry for not posting in like forever

this sucks ik
but dramas coming!!!
but very slow updates

love hannah