𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐑𝐮𝐛𝐲 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐞²

You don't know, babe
When you hold me
And kiss me slowly
It's the sweetest thing
And it don't change

If I had it my way
You would know that you are

You're the coffee that I need in the morning
You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring
Won't you give yourself to me
Give it all, oh

I just wanna see
I just wanna see how beautiful you are
You know that I see it
I know you're a star
Where you go I follow
No matter how far
If life is a movie
Oh you're the best part, oh oh oh
You're the best part, oh oh oh
Best part

It's the sunrise
And those brown eyes, yes
You're the one that I desire
When we wake up
And then we make love
It makes me feel so nice

You're my water when I'm stuck in the desert
You're the Tylenol I take when my head hurts
You're the sunshine on my life

I just wanna see how beautiful you are
You know that I see it
I know you're a star
Where you go I follow
No matter how far
If life is a movie
Then you're the best part, oh oh oh
You're the best part, oh oh oh
Best part

If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Love me, won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Love me, won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
If you love me won't you say something
If you love me won't you
Love me, won't you

I ended the song hearing a claps from the girl infront of me who's smiling widely, doesn't know that that song is for her. I dedicated that song for her.

If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?
If all it is is eight letters
Why am I in my own way?
Why do I pull you close?
And then ask you for space
If all it is is eight letters
Why is it so hard to say?

I sang lowly, seeing how Y/N's wide smile slowly faded turning into tight lipped smile while looking at me in the same way when she confessed.

"Jennie.."

"I could feel it.. I could feel the words slowly coming out.. I could feel the word called 'love'. I could really feel Y/N-ah but"

"Why I can't say those eight letters that you've said to me that day.. I can't say it.. Genuinely.. It's near, I know it's near but why I can't say it in the same genuine tone like that day you've said me those eight words.." I continued mumbling, not noticing this stupid tears rolling down on my cheeks.

I know it's near. Those eight letters will come out too and I know it's near. I love her, I love Y/n and I know the letters will come out soon too.

"Jennieya.. You don't have to say those words to me in the same way how I told them.." I looked up meeting the grey eyes of the girl I fell in love with.

"But I want to.." I answered in still low tone.

"Y/N, not all the time you have to give love to me or to everyone without receiving the same.."

"I know you love me unconditionally.. But let me do the same to you.. Let me love you too and now that I'm near with those eight letters, help me with the final stage that finally.. I can tell it to you without feeling of holding back myself.. Help me with this Y/N-ah.."

I grabbed her hand, intertwining it with mine as I lean close to her face until our foreheads attached together.

You and I, we don't wanna be like them
We can make it 'til the end
Nothing can come between you and I
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between you and I
Oh, you and I

I touch her chest where her heart positioned, feeling the fast pace of her heartbeat before I sealed our lips with a kiss.

This time baby, I'm sure.. I'm sure with my feelings that I only want is you.. I fell in love with you not because of pity but because I genuinely love you ever since..

Now love, let me make up with by this.. By letting you feel the way you made me feel the same day I fell in love with you too..

"I love you, Y/N.."