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yeah it was true. gus and me had a song coming out together. even though we sing totally 2 different genres. well gus doesn't really like to put himself in a genre box which is fair since he can literally do any genre of music and sound good it's crazy.
later that day.
TRIGGER WARNING! overdose
i've been calling gus all day. the only time he was really active on anything was when he commented on my instagram post. i've called tracy no answer. i have no other options but to call nate. i searched his name up in my contacts and pressed it.
the call:
me: hi nate this is really weird i know, but have you heard for gus?
nate: oh um you haven't heard
me: no what's wrong??
nate: scarlett i'm sorry to tell you this, peep overdosed he's in hospital right now, he is so lucky to be alive
my heart broke.
me: oh okay thanks nate.
nate: scarlett wa-
i hung up the phone. i bursted into tears. this can't be real. i need to go see him. i grab my keys, my small shoulder bag and my phone.
tracy texted me back since i asked him what level he was on. my face and eyes were still red from crying.
i got to the hospital and went up to the 3rd floor. i took a deep breath. it's gonna be fine. the elevator doors opened. tracy, goth and smokeasac were sitting down. i walked over to them.
"is he okay?" i ask. they shrug their shoulders. "none of us can see him cause we're not family" tracy said. "fuck" i said sitting down. "you think they'll let me in if i say i'm his girlfriend" i say. "are you?" goth said. "i don't know" i said. "well try it" tracy said. i went up to one of the doctors and asked them. they nodded their head. i'm actually really surprised.
i walked into the room. the doctor left. i walked up him quickly. he was asleep. my baby. i grab his hand and hold it. tears run down my face. "stop crying" gus said. i shot my face up "gus" i said looking at him. i get closer to him and kiss him. "gus" i said pulling away. "yeah" he said quietly. "why did you it" i say. "i don't know" he said looking into my eyes. i took a deep breath. "it's okay at least your okay" i say.
he never told me why he did it. he acted like nothing happened. he needs help and i'm not saying that joking he does.
a few days later.
i got gus to stay over at mine after he got out of hospital cause there is no way that he's staying at his apartment around people who are doing drugs.
"morning boo" gus said kissing the back of neck. i smiled and turned around. "hi" i said kissing him on the cheek. "no kiss on the lips" gus said frowning. "i need to brush my teeth first" i said. "it doesn't matter" gus said leaning in to kiss me. i smiled and kissed him.
"today's the day" gus said looking at me. "yeah" i said smiling at me. "no one is actually ready" gus said. "fr though, we are too good" i said. gus laughed. cutie. "you have a really nice face" i said. "thanks boo" gus said kissing me again.
