i want you but i know i can't have you

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what the fuck happened last night. i remember.
but i mean it all happen so quick. like i
FUCKED GUS. i swear if anyone finds out about
it i'll literally kill him, honestly i wouldn't be
surprised if he told someone.

i got ready. i actually managed to cover up my
hickeys, which i was pretty proud of.

 i actually managed to cover up myhickeys, which i was pretty proud of

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i actually hate him. why is he commenting on
my post like that. i mean he isn't wrong.
THAT IS A JOKE. i'll never be on my knees
for him. anyway me and maggie were on the
way back to her apartment. "you and gus huh"
maggie said. i laughed. "he wishes" i said back.
"then where did you sneak out to last night"
she said. "uh how do you know that" i said.
"i get a notification everytime the apartment
doors open" she said. "oh" i said. "so what did
you do, did you guys fuck" maggie said.
"oh my god, what no never" i said. "your such
a bad liar" she said. "okay we hung out but we
didn't fuck" i lied. she laughed. "i knew something
was up with you two" "don't tell anyone not even
nate, he told me to stay away from gus and also
we did nothing" i said. "okay whatever you say"
she said. "i swear, why would i lie about it."


back at the apartment.

we walked in and everyone was here. when i
mean everyone, i mean some of gbc.
"why the fuck do you have so much bags"gus
said. "cause we want to" i snap back.
"she's probably on her period" tracy said laughing.
i stared at him. "one i'm not and two not funny
at all like no one is fucking laughing so i really
don't know where you were going with that one
and it's honestly pretty sad that you think that's
funny" i said. "small girl but mouth" tracy said.
"i hope you enjoyed while it lasted" i said grabbing
my bags and walking into my room.



i might move out here. but i do miss my dad a lot.
i decided to call him. "hi dad" i said. my door
swung open. "i'll call you back in a minute sorry"
i said hanging up. "what the fuck" i said.
"what's up boo" gus said closing the door and
sitting beside me. "what do you want" i said.
"i want to fuck you" he said. "well that's not gonna
happen" i said standing up. gus pulled me down
to him. our lips were so close together nearly
touching. "gu-" he cut me off and kissed me.
this time it's actually like he meant it. it was sweet.
he grabbed onto my face and pushed me down onto
my bed without breaking the kiss. i pulled away.
"gus everyone's out there" i said looking at him.
he has really pretty eyes. "who cares" he said
kissing my neck. i moaned. "gus" i said. "yeah i know" he got off me. "i'm sorry it's just tha-" he cut me off again. "don't be sorry" he said. gus being nice?



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