Demons || ohmnanon

two: eyes of crimson

I was afraid, not of the person he may be.
Afraid I was of those eyes that made me realise
'Maybe I was wrong after all...maybe...maybe...'

I collected myself, I should've been strong
It was none but Ohm all along
Silly little me thinks a lot
He might be in a bad mood, I think that's all.

But he said nothing, and I won't deny
The rage in them could make anyone terrify
So crimson that even blood would be shy
I was on short of excuses, I didn't know why.

A growl made me jump, and I backed away
There was a carpet, how could I forget
But I slipped anyway
It came closer and closer, only inches were left
I decided then and there, it wasn't Ohm, there's just no way.

A smirk curled those bloodied lips
Cuts on them afresh
It made me remember that one time
of him scolding me to not do the same

'Bite your lips, and I'll kiss you till you'd stop,' He had said.
I could've done the same, if it wasn't for my fear to hold me back.

I couldn't think, I couldn't breathe,
I was lost myself somewhere far away.
But it wasn't Ohm, and I didn't know what else was there for me to say.

The manner, the growls
They were simply not humane
I accepted doom for my fate
Losing my love was simply a bane.

I closed my eyes, ready for what was to come
The thing was...
it never did.

I waited, every second a pain to exist
Slowly but surely did I open my eyes
Only to find him unconscious on my knees

"Ohm..." I whispered, hopes sparking again,
He did not respond, and I felt my heart sinking again
I forgot all the worldly things, forgot all of me
Pulled him close, shook him hard
But not a twitch could I see.

Then it did open, those eyes I had grown to love over time,
Cheeks filling with colour, blooming like the pink skies
I found my breath, feeling so tired suddenly
Maybe it was just a nightmare, nothing more, nothing less.

"N-Nanon?" His voice was rough, and obviously so.
But I could only cry, for the thought of losing him was as traumatic as it could be.

"Nanon, I-I—"
"Shush."

I hoped for him to never know what happened that night, I hoped for it to be a forgotten memory,
But I heard him scream, I heard him cry,
And I knew it wasn't gonna be that easy

He tried to push me away, he tried to break apart,
He begged for me to leave him, he told me he was afraid.

"I'll try to hurt you again," he said,
his tears falling fresh on my shoulder,
But if life decided for us to die
I hoped I'd die first.

And so I held him
For I'd rather die than leaving him alone.

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