To find you

Flashback 2

Miyeon POV

Miyeon was crying hard in the middle of her bed as the phone kept on ringing nonstop

"Stop calling," she said to her self as she only looked at the caller's id

It was Minnie and as much as she may have wanted to answer she shouldn't

Is she right for that?

The phone stopped for a split second starting again for the 15 times now

Tears rolled down her eyes waiting for the calling to stop

All she wanted is to be left alone. She hugged her knees tight

The phone stopped ringing. She expected it to go off again but it didn't

She found it the right time to send her a text

"Don't ever call me again. I don't want to know anything about you"

I ended the message with shaky hands

What if I was too harsh?

I decided to call her

I was sent to voicemail

I found it weird. Wasn't she just calling me repeatedly

I guess I went too harsh on her

Tears rolled down my eyes once again. I felt guilt deep inside

I hate this so much

I looked out the window and looked at the shining stars

"Am I wrong for what I did?" I asked in a shaky voice looking at the stars

The moonlight shined on Dahlias crib

I looked at the sleeping baby

"How I wish things could've gone differently. I'm sorry" I said

I could hear an ambulance siren go off in the distance

I closed my eyes letting more tears fall

I feel broken

I feel sad

I feel angry

I feel hurt

I feel many things right now

Bit the one thing I don't feel this hare towards her

Shouldn't I be hating her right now?

Shouldn't I be grabbing my stuff and disappearing completely?

What should I be doing right now?

I shook my head getting all my thoughts out

I laid down hugging her hoodie that was left here

It still has her scent

My tears are already all over this hoodie

The hoodie I have her for our first month together

Flashback

"Here" I said as I gave her the present bag

She quickly opened it. She took out a hoodie and some cologne along with some socks and a pair of new shoes

"Thank you so much babe" show said as she planted kisses all over my face

"Now your turn" She said as she gave me the present

I grabbed it and opened it

I took out two small boxes

I opened one that had my name on a bracelet. I opened the second one to see a necklace with my initials

I took out another small box. I opened it to see another bracelet with both our initials with a plus sign

I quickly hugged her kissing her cheeks repeatedly

End of flashback

"Get out my head" I said as I slightly pulled on my hair

"Let me unlove you too" I said as I let it a frustrated sigh out

When will I be able to forget this stupid pain?

When will I be able to forget her?