To find you

What just happened to me (18+ kinda)

Minnie POV

What the hell

Is I could think of

She is supposed to be dead

Im in anger to be exact I don't even know what
Emotion I'm feeling

Seeing the person you thought was dead can have an certain affect on you

I looked at Soojin dragging Shuhua with her

I felt someone hug my legs

"Daddy who is she?" Don't mention her

Just like that my mind doesn't remember anything or anyone

"Let go of me and none of your business" I said as I shoved her away

I started to walk away

"Minnie"

"Shut your mouth slut" I said as I kept walking away going to the parking lot

I found my car and got in

I decided to go to a bar to distract my mind

As I was driving something wasn't right but I shrugged it off

I arrived at the bar

I got off my car and entered the bar

I was met with the smell of alcohol and the smell of sex

I went towards the bartender and ordered a whole bottle of vodka

(One eternity later jk)

Let's say around 4 hours later I out the bar completely wasted

I don't even know how much I drunk

I walked basically tripping every step I took until I reached my car

I got in and turned on the car

My eyes were half closed I could barely see a bit but I guess it was okay it's not far from we're I'm currently staying with Miyeon

I left the bars parking lot

About 10 minutes later I arrived at the mansion parking space

I got off my car almost falling

Don't laugh

I opened the door to the mansion and headed to my room

I opened the door to my room to see Miyeon sleeping on my bed

A naughty thing came to mind

I hovered above her

I started to kiss her slowly to not wake her up

I removed the blanket from her body

All her curves showed perfectly in that night dress

It made me more aroused

I started to suck on her neck

I lifted her night dress up a little

I moved her pantie to the side

I unbuckled my pants and pulled down the zipper pulling them down with my boxers

I jerked my self a little while looking a her

I rubbed the tip on her clit

Causing her to let out a small moan

I pushed myself inside of her

I looked at her to make sure she was still asleep

When I saw she was still asleep I started to slowly thrust

I leaned towards her

Putting my mouth over her covered nipples

She let out a small moan

I thrusted a little faster now as I started to feel the pleasure

But then

I got shoved off making me mad

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING"

"Shut it you fucking slut"

*a hard slap*

"DONT CALL ME THAT"

"DONT GO NEAR ME AGAIN" She yelled as she left and shut the door hard

Making my senses wake up

That's when it hit me 

That's when I remembered that I left them at the park

I even pushed my own daughter away

What have I done?

What the hell was wrong with me?

I fixed my clothes and went towards Miyeons room feeling guilty

I was about to knock

But I heard her sobs

It made me angry

I went back to my room and shut the door hard

My anger started to build even more

I started to breath heavily

Looking around my room and I started a rampage inside my room throwing everything

Glass shattered on the floor

Liquid all over the floor

Furniture thrown

My bed made a mess

I went to my bathroom

Everything in My bathroom was thrown and broken

I punched the mirror

I walked out to see my room a mess

I punched the wall multiple times making a couple of holes on the wall unleashing everything I had inside

I hit my back hard  to a random part of the wall and slid down

"I'm sorry"

Tears fell down

I hugged my knees crying like a baby

My head started to feel light headed

So I closed my eyes

And fell asleep