To find you

Dahlia and Minnie

Minnie POV

As I opened the door I saw sunmi with a little girl

"Hello kiddo" I said very softly looking at the little girl

Sunmi mouthed to me that she will come back later

I nodded

The girl looked at me

"Hi"

Just hearing her voice made tears fall down

"What's you name" I asked as I wiped the tears away

"Dahlia"

My heart sunk

She backed away a little I can see the fear in her eyes

"I'm not going to hurt you nor your mommy"

She looked at me once again

"Who are you?"

Now this really hurted

"I can't answer that question fully but my name is Minnie"

She nodded her head

"Look I bought you all those toys. I don't I know if you like them. If you don't then I can buy you others" I said

She looked at all the toys as her eyes widened

"All for me"

I nodded and she ran to unbox them

She gestured me to come play with her so I did

I sat on the floor as she instructed me what to do

After some time of playing

"Do you know who my dad is. My mommy always avoids that question but says that she misses that person"

Does she miss me?

How I would love to say that I'm your dad but I can't

"I don't know who your dad is"

She nodded

"Has your mom ever talked about your dad"

"No. She just always avoids it. I notice that it saddens her every time I ask her."

I'm so sorry Miyeon

"I once herd my mom talking to herself I think saying something like I hate you for what you did as she holded a picture. I always tried to find that picture but nothing"

She hates me

"Oh"

"I have a question. Why are we here?"

Shit
Think

Fuck come on think

(An: think Minnie

Minnie: shut it

An:*gasps*

Minnie: shhhhh

An:fine no fun)

"It's fine if the reason is private"

Thank god

"Yeah it's kind of private"

She nodded

I got up and grabbed the iPad I had bought for her

"Here" I said

"YAAAAYYYYYY"
My ears

She quickly started to play with it

I just looked at her lovingly

I noticed that she looks like Miyeon

My hand moved by itself as it grabbed a string of her hair and put it behind her ear

She looked at me

"Sorry"

She went back to watching the little cartoons

"Would you like me to buy you something"

She thought for a second

"A scooter, bicycle, tv, a puppy, drawing materials, and and and that's about it"

I will give you everything you ask for

"Alright but what about food"

"CHICKEN NUGGETS"

okay that's definitely Miyeons genes

"Alright I will order"

I got my phone out and dialed

I started to order and dahlia asked for other things

"Some fries"

"Ice cream"

After I finished with dahlias order

I dialed another number

"What does your mommy like to eat"

"Anything"

So I ordered some random things that where on the menu

After I finished I hung up

"Your nice. Thank you"

Dahlia said

I looked at her and gave her a smile and she gave one back

She went back to watching the cartoons

My heart ached in pain

I just wanted to hug her and tell her how much I missed her

How much I love her

That her dad is right infront of her 

But I can't

I didn't realize I was crying until

"Don't cry I don't like when people cry" she said as her little hand wiped my tears away

My heart

"I have to go. And I'm sorry if I lock the door. Sunmi will take care of you. I will bring your food when it arrives" I said as I got up from the floor

"I will bring you a friend tomorrow" I said as I closed the door and locked it

I was met with Sunmi

"You okay"

I nodded

"Take very good care of her please"

"I will"

"Thank you so much"

I gave her a copy of the original key so that she could enter

She unlocked the and went in

I felt so weak

I felt broken

My whole body started to shake

"I wish it all could've been different"

I said as I walked down the stairs

The food had arrived and I quickly called Sunmi and Tiffany to come get the food

They came and took the trays of food

After that I went and locked myself in my room

I started to cry hard

I grabbed the knife that Was there and started to cut myself

After I was done I patched my self up and laid in bed

Crying myself to sleep