Trials and Consequences of Love

Chapter 19

"I know that's a bad excuse but it's true."

"I lost him the same way I lost you."

"But don't worry about all that"

"I'm here now and that's all that matters"

"I've come to sing you one final lullaby"

"I've come to set you free so that you may find peace"

"I hope you can forgive me for doing this to you,"

"I was a bad mother to you and there's nothing I can do to make that up to you."

"But I hope you can forgive me, not for me but for you."

"I have something for you,"

"A rose, as beautiful as you."

"I hope you can forgive yourself if you were blaming you,"

"You did good baby and you fought hard to be here,"

"But this world didn't deserve you."

"Your dad didn't deserve you,

"I didn't deserve you."

"But I still love you and nothing will ever change that."

"I wish I could hold you,"

"I wish I could see you again,"

"I wish I could watch you grow,"

"There are so many things I had planned for us to do but we can't do them anymore and that's all my fault and I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry I didn't run away with you."

"I'm sorry I didn't fight hard enough to bring you here."

"I'm sorry that this I where you ended up,"

"Burned,"

"Ashes in an urn,"

"I'm sorry I didn't protect you as much I should've."

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you from him."

"I'm sorry I didn't trade my life for yours."

"If I knew how to I would within a heartbeat."

"I'm sorry you didn't get to see the beauty in the world,"

"I'm sorry you didn't get to dream"

"I'm sorry you didn't get to grow up to fulfil your dreams"

"I'm sorry you didn't get to feel my love."

"I'm sorry you didn't get to take your first step."

"I'm sorry you didn't get to say your first word. "

"I'm sorry you didn't get to draw on walls."

"I'm sorry you didn't get to take strolls on the beach at sunrise and sunset."

"I'm sorry didn't get to experience life."

"I'm sorry the only thing you know is death."

"I'm sorry you didn't get to learn to spell"

"I'm sorry you didn't get to make friends."

"I'm sorry you didn't get to know the joy of counting to ten."

"I'm sorry that your little life had to come to an end"

"I'm sorry that I let you down."

"I'm sorry that there's no way that I can wrap my arms around you."