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Queens - fluff

"I WAS SCARED ANTHONY, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FELT OUT THERE, ALONE, NEEDING YOU!" you gasped, the tears formed in your eyes quicker than you expected, your vision was useless at this point

"i-" he sighed "i waited for you y/n" 

"i have my regrets, but theres no changing what i did." you looked away, towards the floor

"a letter, a call. any goddamn word from you y/n"

"i didn't know if you still cared, i didn't want to just reappear in your life"

"you think i don't want you in my life y/n? i-i've been horrified, wondering if you had gotten yourself killed, if you were across the planet from me"

"i-i know" you shook your head, wiping your eyes "this was a bad idea. i-i'm gonna go" you turned when his hand caught your wrist and he pulled you into his chest

you wrapped your arms around him, he held you close to his chest while you pushed back the tears, body nearly shaking as he rubbed your hair

"i'm sorry tones, i-i had no excuse"

"fuck y/n i'm not mad. i was scared, but you're okay" he pulled away briefly, wiping your tears with his stray hand "you're home"

after a moment you both collected yourself. spider-man had removed the mask at some point, you hadn't noticed. him and steve were exchanging looks as the two of you pulled apart, his hand holding your arm as if you would leave again

"y-y/n you know mr stark?" peter asked you, stepping forward

"i guess you could say that" you smiled gently, the pain still visible in your eyes as you looked to the ground, letting go of his hand as he started walking towards the living area. you followed behind him, knowing the other two were following you

"where have you been staying?" he asked softly, barely above a whisper

"here and there, couch surfing mostly. i found a potential roommate so i guess i may have a more permanent situation soon"

"you should stay here" he offered 

"i don't know anyone here. i just abandoned you for a decade and now you're offering to be my roommate?" you chuckled "i'm sorry, i know its too soon but you see the irony there right? we just spent how long screaming at each other?"

"yeah yeah yeah, just cause you were an idiot doesn't mean i don't still love you"

"how was i the idiot, you're the one making horrible horrible weapons-"

"made. i stopped after you left. i realised the error in my ways. you were a wake up call" he sighed, stopping by the couches "i want you in my life again y/n. i've spent the last few years searching for you everywhere. where the hell were you hiding?"

"queens" you stated simply with a grin while he scoffed "granted it was on the streets for the most part." 

"i can't believe you were so close. how the hell did peter find you?"

"peter?"

"the kid" he gestured behind you. you glanced over and nodded

"setting up a new bank account, place got robbed and this kid came in after i had gotten the first five. i left the last two for him though"

"you're kidding."

"n-no sir, she isn't" peter chimed in as a few people filed into the room. you glanced over, recognising one person out of the bunch as she smiled at you

"you bitch!" she gasped, running over. her red curls bounced on her shoulders she hugged you tightly, letting go only to punch your arm "you never contacted us!"