I Do(n't) Care (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Twenty

"Don't remind me, it's hard enough to see your face without thinking of that faggot," he spat, my hands clenched into fists, my teeth biting my lip so hard, I could taste blood.

Don't let him get to you, Kaygen. I tried to calm myself down, I could literally hear my own heartbeat pounding in my ears.

"Got something to say, Kaygen?" He stressed my name, taking a step closer to me, but all I could do was glare back.

"Are you threatening me, father?" I stressed the word father in response, it felt bitter on my tongue, I hated it.

"It was just a question, if you've got something to say, say it." It was bait, and I knew it, so I just ground my teeth together, hoping he'd shut up and leave, I couldn't take this for much longer.

"Of course, you were always the cowardly one, it's a shame it wasn't you instead of him, would have made things easier. I had high hopes for that boy, everyone did, but he gave that all away to live in his sick ways, and what are we left with? You."

L was always the favourite, I'm not an idiot, I knew that from a young age, but hearing him admit it, hurt.

L and I were like a buy one, get one free deal, and I am the one that came free. Nothing but a disappointment, but hey, at least I'm not gay, right? Ha, what would he say if he knew I kissed Nate earlier?

I suppose he can't hate me any more than he already does, but you can bet your ass I wouldn't have a place to sleep tonight.

"Nothing but a disappointment..." I don't know why but I looked towards my mother, who wouldn't even look at us, she was pretending she didn't hear anything as usual.

But for once in my goddamn life, I wish she'd stand up for me, it's funny, she stands up for L more than she does me.

I felt my chest tighten, my breathing becoming heavy, and I knew I had to get out of here.

"A failure." My eyes blurred, I could feel the air moving around me, getting closer, tighter.

"An embarrassment." I can't breathe.

"F-fuck you," I managed to force out, before I made a break for the front door, grabbing a half bottle of Whisky on the way out. They didn't bother chasing after me, they don't care.

I ran, and ran, and ran as fast as my legs could take me, I didn't care where I was going, just so long as I was still moving.

The cold night air hit my face, as I finally let myself stop to breathe. Oxygen rushed back into my lungs that were burning, tears streaked my cheeks that I quickly wiped away.

He's right, I'm fucking pathetic, I thought, as I took a swig from the bottle of Whisky, and stepped into the woods.

-Nate's POV-

It was about 9pm when Damon stepped into the pack house, but that wasn't what caught my attention, it was the boy behind him, who poked his head around Damon with a curious expression.

"Nate?!" He asked in shock once he saw me.

"Hey L! How's it going?" I asked slowly, eying Damon in confusion, he was smiling, a rare sight for our Alpha, I guess the date went well? I took a drink of my water, watching the two closely.

"You're a werewolf too?" L asked in pure surprise. Water sprayed from my mouth and onto the table in front of me, as I stared at him in horror.

My eyes quickly flickered between Laken and Damon, trying to process what he had just said.

"You told him?" I asked Damon. I'm honestly surprised he told him so soon, he was terrified at just the thought, and he goes ahead and tells him on their first date.