Everything You Ever Had(on hold)

chapter 1 (desperations and confession)

I made way towards my dressing room,when I saw Ash and my friends called out to me and went and met up with them I was in my performance dress so I told them to wait and went to change my dress and after I was done I went to meet up with them,they all congratulated me on reaching the showcase finals,I smiled at them and thanked them,then we decided to head back to the Pokemon center as it was almost 7 in the night so we went through the streets and when we reached there we all gave our Pokemon to Nurse Joy who took them for their checkup and treatment, when we asked for rooms she told us that only one large room with 4 beds was available,so we took the room we all took different beds and set our things on the small tables beside our beds. Then I went had a shower which i really   needed and after everyone had freshened up  we all went to and had  our dinner  we talked about our next destination which was Snow bell city where Ash would get his 8th and last Kalos Gym Badge,he had postponed it so that I could attend the master class performances,or rather for me ,but surprisingly no one spoke a word about the master classes results or my performance.we all ate our dinner in silence which was unusual for our usually noisy group,but I just kept my mouth shut.and so did everyone it was awkward for me,the ash who used eat atleast 4 plates of food left his  second plate of  food  half unfinished. we went to Nurse Joys desk as she called for us as she was finished checking our pokemon and I took my pokeballs and kept them in my over coats pocket and saw ash put his to his belt and pikachu jumped on to his shoulder ,then we all went towards our room

Serena's Pov end
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Conversations begin

Ash:so guys how about we leave for snow bell city tomorrow morning ?
Serena:sure ash we can i am ready.
Clemont:yes,we can but we have to get the supplies we are gonna need on our journey there right
Ash:that's okay we will get it tomorrow ,so about you Bonnie *looks at Bonnie but she is sleeping peacefully seeing that ash smiles*
Ash:good night guys lets talk in the morning, its 10 pm already
Serena :Good night Ash! let me go change my clothes
Clemont:Good night both of you, Serena will you turn of lights when you come back.
Serena:sure,i will do it .
(Serena changed into her pajamas and came back from the washroom and switched off the lights and laid down on her bed )

Timeskip-to midnight

For the past two hours Serena has been just laying
on the bed,unable to sleep,

Author:let's sneek into her thoughts😆

Serena's thoughts

Ugh why did i even lose didn't i do my best? ,Am I a bad performer?,Do i deserve my Pokemon, Am I wasting their lives to chasing  a dream that I can never accomplish?what should i do?all these remain as questions  in my mind that unless answered will not let me sleep peacefully.No Serena  you can't give up,you should be like says"never give up until it's over "  i guess thats right,i need some fresh air so I'm gonna go out to garden

Serena's Thoughts over
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Serena gets up from her bed and  without  switching the lights on she tried to move towards the door  but she hit something and it made a noise not very loud so looked around in the dark to see whether someone heard it or not since there was no action in the room she decided no one had heard it,atleast that's what she thought.
She opened the door slowly and went out and closed it slowly she then made her way to pokemon centres backyard garden where she sat leaning on a tree ,soon those thoughts again started haunting her and she eventually broke down crying .she began tearing up endlessly she was in great sorrow of her lose. she was so overcome with the hurt feeling that she did not notice Ash walk closer to her until the Ash spoke "Hey Serena are you crying " , "ugh N-no I am not" *starts wiping her eyes and face*