after you finish crying and calm your inner thoughts down you start to fall back asleep once again in akaashis arms. *time skip to the next morning* you wake up and see that akaashi isn't in bed with you, you're just laying in a cold bed with only yourself, you get up and walk downstairs to see if he's down there. he is not. you go back and sit on the bed and text him. "hey akaashi sorry if i bother you but where did you go? " you think to yourself, " what if he's just hanging out with bokuto and kuroo and i'm over reacting. " two hours go by, you sit and watch a silent voice the movie to pass those two hours. you check your phone and still no response you start to feel guilt and like he didn't mean anything he said the night before, you think to yourself, " what if i was just someone he wanted to play with mentally, but then why did he say all of those things to make me feel special? ". you feel a lump in your throat as tears start to form in your eyes, you start breaking down in tears for about an hour. your eyes over filling with salty water, and over filling like a bath tub with water in it. and that's when akaashi opens the door with flowers in his hands..
as soon as akaashi sees you he drops the flowers and runs to you to try and comfort you. as he is running to you something drops out of his pocket. he wanted to surprise you with something special when you woke up because he knew that the night before was scary for you and scarring. he wanted to surprise you with flowers and a promise ring that he had in his pocket which is what fell. he was planning for you and him were to drive to someone's house and to get you a you with a puppy. he wanted to try and do everything he possibly could to forget about last night and feel happiness instead of that feeling of long lasting fear. you realize something had dropped out of his pocket but you ignore it because you think it's nothing but then soon you're gonna realize it's gonna be a big part of your day and a big part of your emotions..
" i thought you were gonna leave me, i thought you regretted everything you said to me last night, i thought you were cheating on me, i though you- " you finally feel like he loved you again after what felt like days of not being able to see him, "why would you ever think that!? i don't even wanna leave you and i don't even wanna lose you!! i love you so much y/n!! and that's why i got you this! " he starts reaching for his pocket and realizes what he was reaching for wasn't there, he looks around and sees it and gets up and puts it back into his pocket he also picks the flowers up and says " i love you so much y/n i wanted to surprise you. i'm sorry i didn't say anything before i left that was a mistake." akaashi gives you the flowers and a ring and says, "surprise!" with a smile. as soon as you see it you don't even acknowledge it you just hug him without any hesitation. he hugs you back and rubs your back with his thumb (idk if that makes sense lol) you completely forget about your surroundings and you just wanna stay in akaashis arms forever, you think to yourself " why do i have to love him sm. "
" we have to drive to the surprises so when we get into the car put on this blind fold i'm gonna give you and we're gonna have a great day today!" you get up excitedly and you start to get ready, "i'm gonna pack you a bag for one of the stops we're gonna make because what i'm packing you're gonna be able to tell where we're going easily." akaashi grabs what you're gonna need for where you guys are going and after you are ready you and him start to walk to the car and just start having small talk. * time skip to when you get to your first stop * you take off your blind fold but before you do akaashi rolls down the windows and you hear seagulls and the sounds of waves, you smell salty and you take off your blind fold and you see you are at the beach. you hug akaashi
and say, " this is already the best day ever, i love the beach! ". akaashi hands you the bag he packed for you and you see a bright orange two piece with high rise bottoms, you start changing and akaashi looks at you for a split second and he feels his 🍆 starting to get hard and he fixes it so it's not see able..
akaashi starts changing into his swim trunks and you try not to look in his direction to avoid awkwardness. after you're both change you start walking down to the beach. you put your towels down on the warm sand and akaashi asks, " want me to put your sun screen on for you? ". you laugh and say, "omg, sure akaashi." you laugh again. he starts with your back going down to your ass and then to your legs he walks around to the other side and starts with your neck and then your chest and then your belly, he gets to your thighs and purposely lightly braises your 🐱 with his pinky causing you to get goosebumps everywhere teasing you. he finishes and puts sunscreen on himself and you and him go play in the water, you're both under water to where the water for you is up to your chest but for him since he's taller than you it is up to his waist. you and him splash around with the water and then you feel his leg go in between yours touching your 🐱 again but you ignore it so he can get mad.
