Hunter's POV
As I opened my eyes it felt like my head wanted to explode and my entire body ached. As my eyes adjusted to the light filling the room, I noticed I was on top of the sheets in just my underwear. Turning to my left I saw Sebastian next to me in the same fashion. My head was a bit hazy, but memories slowly started coming back to me. I remember bits and pieces of the party. I also remember drinking for once. I got drunk.....like I actually got drunk. God what did I even do?
I saw Seb shift a bit, but stayed pretty much in the same position on his back. As I stared at him for a bit, I saw his eyes start to open and squint just like I did when I first opened them. Once his eyes were fully adjusted, I turned onto my side so I could see him better.
"Good morning..." I said as he turned his head to look at me.
"Good morning." He said back as he gave me a tired smile.
"Last night......it was wild, wasn't it?" I asked him and he looked like he was thinking for a bit before he remembered something.
"Y-yeah.......ummmmmm....." He said as he looked at me, getting weirdly red in the face.
"What?" I asked.
"What.....what do you remember?" He asked back. I gave it some thought before telling him I remember the games, dancing, drinking, maybe taking a cab back here.....but that was kind of it.
"You....you don't remember when we got home?" He asked and taking a good look at the redness on his cheeks and realizing we both were in our underwear......it finally clicked.
"D-did......did we.....do it?" I asked him before he slowly nodded.
I tried my hardest to think about it, but I still only got bits and pieces. I think I remember taking his clothes off in the kitchen before kissing him all the way to the bedroom. After that my mind just went blank. After telling him this I could see he got a bit nervous and a thought crossed my mind.
"Seb..."
"Y-yeah?"
"Did.....did I......take advantage of you?" I asked and he was just quiet as he looked down a bit.
"Sebastian.....please. I need to know." I asked him again, but gently.
"Ummmm......no.....but uhhhh....."
"But what?" I asked and he got even redder.
"T-there's......a reason I uhhh don't drink much......anymore...." He said and I gave him the time he needed to explain.
"I uhhh........I asked you to fuck me." He said, looking at me in the eyes with.....shame. I gently placed my hand on his cheek, stroking it with my thumb.
"Hey....don't be ashamed. It happens. I'm.....I'm assuming I did that you asked......right?" I asked and he nodded. Then I remembered even after I got a bit more passionate at the end of our first time together that he was pretty sore for the day after.
"How....how hard did I fuck you?" I asked, hoping he was ok.
".......pretty hard.....but you were drunk.......I was drunk.....sooo...." He said but I told him that's not an excuse and asked if he's ok. He just stared at me for a moment in silence.
"Uhhh I haven't tried to move sooooo......guess I'll find out?" He told me before he tried to sit up.
As he got up, he only made it halfway before I saw him noticeably wince in pain. I told him to lie back down, but he said he needed to pee anyways. Walking over to his side of the bed, I offered my hands to help him up. As I lifted him to his feet I saw his expression change from pain to surprise or maybe......uncomfortable? Not sure what it was so I asked him.
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Songs of The Soul (Huntbastian)
FanfictionSequel to The Beat of Your Heart. High school has come and gone. Sebastian and Hunter have just entered the adventure that is college. Now living together in New York, new battles await them. Will they be held together with the love they share, or w...