When I woke up from a nap I went on my phone and saw everyone asking what was wrong and still hating and calling me a slut. I began to cry but then I tell myself that it's not worth it anymore. I ran to my bathroom broke open my shaver and took out the blade. I look at myself in the mirror and cry harder. Then I pull my sleeve up and make 3 deep cuts on my wrist. I cry harder and quickly bandage up my wrist. I went down stairs to pretend to eat something so Wilbur wouldn't think I had been starving myself. I hear a knock at the door so I go to answer it. I open the door I just stood there frozen cause my ex Ryan stood there. He's the one that abused me. I asked what he wanted and he said.
Ryan: hi baby girl I'm home
y/n: don't call me your baby girl
Ryan: oh someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed
Y/n: uh yeah you have to leave like now
Ryan: oh don't be that way now how about we get into bed
Y/n: NO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE
Ryan: HEY DONT TALK TO ME LIKE THAT
he grabs you by the waist and pulls you close you you scream calling Wilbur but then you realize that Wilbur was hanging out with Niki
Ryan: okay let's go to the room
Y/n: no I don't want to
Ryan: YOU DONT HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE
you follow with to the room because you didn't wanna get hurt. He touched you in places that were not okay to touch and he hit you leaving bruises on your face and all over your body. He's leaves and says
Ryan: NOW THATS MORE LIKE IT I HAVE TO GO NOW BUT ILL SEE YOU LATER
y/n: o- oh- okay you stutter holding back your tears
He Kisses you and leaves. You fall to the floor as he leaves you start to cry and you start to lose your breath and you realize that you were having a panic attack. Just then Wilbur walks through the door he saw you on the floor panicking so he runs to your and you sob in his chest. Like 20 minutes later when you calm down he sees all your bruises.
Wilbur: y/n I'm so sorry I should of been here
Y/n: no it's okay wilby your here now
Wilbur: okay y/n/n I'm gonna make us lunch what do you want.
You think in your head as the nagative thought come back and you began to remember that your over weight and fat (you were actually not over weight at all if anything your were almost under weight but you had body dysphoria)
Wilbur: y/n?
Y/n: sorry I spaced out but I'm not hungry I actually had a big dinner last night so I'm not hungry. (You were lying)
You decided to stream to take your mind off things
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FanfictionY/n was a streamer who started to struggle mentally. Your parents had recently passed away as well. Wilbur soot is y/ns brother btw. Little did you know your ex had came back while you were streaming and was abusive luckily your friends had been wat...
