"It's time to let him go . The way he kissed, smiled and smelled....I have to let it go. The way his hand felt on my waist, the way he said my name, I've to let it all go..
Because that's who he WAS , not who he IS"..
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4 months have passed , and I know that you guys r thinking that Sarawat had remembered everything right?!
No, he didn't .......
Sarawat had not remembered anything about me,instead he had started dating a girl named Earn :
Well by the way ,she's that girl: 👇🏻
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Not gonna lie, she's indeed pretty and a great match for P'Wat.
I really want to hate her for dating my P'Wat, but I honestly can't....and u know why? .....
Cuz I know P'Wat will never be able to remember what I was to him, what was our relationship, what were our promises, our wishes ....nothing...
It was not this Earn girl's fault that she's now the gf of P'Wat.. Afterall....it was P'Wat only who had fallen for her at first sight .......which is so called love at first sight...
He then proposed her, they both fell in love and danggggggg, they are dating for 3 months now and had moved in a huge cottage too.
And here I'm, looking like a zombie. My mom had told me several times to live in our countryside home instead of living in the house where me and P'Wat used to live..
To be honest, I just can't bring myself to leave this little heaven of mine...it holds all our special bitter-sweet memories ,....those 2 coffee mugs , 2 toothbrushes, 2 bottles of face lotions, 2 razors ......everything....
I know every remnants of our memories hurts and haunts me , but still I can't bring myself to leave.
Judging by my appearance, I can say with more than 100% confidence that I've lost 8kgs in these 4 months.. Still , is anything in my hands? No matter now much I starve myself, how much I hurt myself,....the reality will not change..
No matter how much I pray to God , no matter how much I go to temple , the fate was written a long time ago ....it can't be changed right...?
Aunty Joe had came to give me a visit 2 days ago, even she couldn't able to believe the reality, she couldn't be able to believe the fact that her son, who just couldn't stand anyone staring at me , is himself dating a girl...
Oh yeah , I've forgotten to tell something to you guys , Sarawat had accepted me as his best friend... I'm glad , at least, he had accepted me in that way only ...
Coming to the present,....Man, Boss and Fong had called me 2hrs ago ,that they wanna come to my house to discuss something important .
After half an hour they came ..
Now listen to our author-nim's pov.
No-one's pov
"Tine, r u not gonna do something bout this?" Man asked.
