She changes me big time, pinaramdam niya saakin ang bagay na kahit isang segundo ay hindi pumasok sa isipan ko, and the worst thing bakit sa kaniya pa?
'Why do i need to fall for her?! For god's sake, she's my bestfriend.
"I'm a ghost in these walls
Or at least I try to be."
My heart beats so fast, tila ba ayaw nanaman tumigil ng puso ko sa paghuhumiranda, tanging siya nanaman ang nakikita ko sa paligid, ayan nanaman kase siya eh.
Umupo siya sa bakenteng upuan sapat na upang makita ko siya na nakangiting nanonood saakin.
"Cause I hope that I'm not showing how I feel for her."
Tanging siya nanaman ang nakikita ko sa napakaraming tao sa harapan ko, sa kaniya nanaman natutok ang paningin ko.
"She won't feel the same for me, i've got this picture in my mind." Pumikit ako at dinama ang kanta.
"It's just the two of us
Just the two of us." Naalala ko yung larawan namin nung Prom Night na nagpabago saakin.
"But I know I have to try
Try to let her go."
No need to let her go. Hindi naman siya naging akin simula la lang.
"Because she won't be mine."
She will never be mine. Her heart belongs to someone else.
"I listen when she talks."
Napatingin siya saakin kaya iniwas ko ang paningin ko sa kaniya.
"I watch her when she walks."
Ang buhok nuyabg bahagyang sumasabay sa sayaw ng hangin tuwing palapit siya.
"She's giving me these feelings that I've never felt before."
Binago niya ang pagkatao na bata pa lang ako niyakap ko na. Ang pagiging bakla ko, pero nung dumating siya binago niya ang lahat ng iyon.
"But she will never know
That I love her so."
Maybe you'll know but not now. Hindi pa sa ngayon.
"She's with somebody else
And I will have to let her go."
"She will never know na na
Never know na na."
"She will never know na na
Never know na na.
"She will never know."
"It's like she stole my heart without knowing she did."
Pwede ko na ba siyang kasuhan sa pagnakaw sa puso ko nang hindi niya namamalayan? Hanggang ngayon kase hindi parin niya binabalik.
"But I guess that it will pass yea I can't be the only one."
Napakadali niyang mahalin pero napakahirap namang niyang kalimutan.
"Who got lost inside the blue of those eyes."
Napatingin siya saakin kaya nagkatitigan kami at nabakas ko ang lungkot na bumakas sa mukha niya bago iiwas ang paningin saakin.
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The Art Of Letting Go
Teen FictionCOMPLETED Kelan and Chantal is bestfriend since first year highschool. Everything is in a good situation for him not until the night of their Prom. He started to feel this butterfly effect towards his bestfriend Chantal. After years of hiding his fe...
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