All she ever wanted was someone who can love her, understand her and respect her but destiny has something else stored.
All her life she prayed for one thing which is, not to be a BURDEN on anyone, but life's not fair at all
She thought its love but...
" Noooo, I don't need sleep, I need You" she stated giving me the cutest smile ever
I have no idea how to handle someone when they're this drunk
" Sia, try to understand. Tomorrow is office. So- " I said
" So what? Its been so long Xander " she said interrupting me
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Before I could say or react, she came closer and stood on her toes, we were so close that our breathe mingled, my lips parted involuntarily while she gripped my shoulders tightly
Our lips were almost touching, I closed my eyes but her crying face flashed which brings me back to my senses
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No, I can't do this
Taking two steps backward, I looked away " umm Sia, no umm lets- "
She looks at me questioningly and then started sobbing " I know you don't want me, I'm not good in bed that's why. You must be having some affairs but I must tell you Xander Black that I'm your wife, ok?, I'm not a bitch, not a maid, not burd-" I stopped her in the middle by taking her in my arms
" Ssshh Sia, You are amazing and trust me you have no idea how I control myself every single time I see you. But whatever I did, don't give me any right to do anything to you, especially when you're not in your senses. I am already drowning in guilt, I can't just add another one. Right? " I said and she listened everything with her full concentration like a 4 year kid, nodding occasionally.
How can she be this cute?
I have not been with anyone since her, Although I did tried to but its just that I couldn't. There was always my subconscious mind stopping me to do so.
No one knows about it, Not even Kyle and Cole because then they will ask me a number of questions and I won't be having any answer.
" But Xander, if I'm amazing why did you leave me and our baby? " She asked me innocently bringing me out of my thoughts
I have no answers to her questions, all I did was to look away
" Hey??" She asked again " I-I am dumb, that's why " I said lowly
