Our Way Through The Dark

Chapter 12

"Fuck you're in a mafia and you act so damn clueless." I turned my head to him in the seat and watched as he clenched his jaw,

       I will be your guardian
     When all is crumbling i'll steady
     Your hand

"So why are you mad then."

          You can never say never
          While we don't know when
          But time, and time again
         Younger now than we were before

"Because you say shit, you do shit, and than you act like everything's fine like you never did anything. You may have the whole, what? Korean and Italian mafia?" I ask raising my brow so he can answer,

     Don't let me go
       Don't let me go
       Don't let me go (2x)

He smirks, "Yes." he answers giving me a glance before looking back.

     We're pulling apart and coming
      Together again and again
        We're growing apart,
            but we pull it together
           ,together again

"Fuck and you're so damn cocky."

     Don't let me go
         Don't let me go
   Don't let me go (3x)

The music continued to play from the radio before it cut off; now we were back into silence as we each spoke both pissing each other off even more.

"So I fucked you once and now you think you know shit about my life?" he snaps, taking a sharp turn left causing me to fly back.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" I push his arm.

We're back in the city people walking on the side walk, cars honking and now the sun has finally set.

"Don't tell me you're one of those perras who acts like they're my girlfriend after I fuck them." he scoffs rolling his eyes as he puts his left arm out the window and his right arm on the wheel.

"Vete a la mierda, no sé qué perra querría estar con un hijo de puta como tú!" I yelled.

{Translation: Fuck you, I don't know what son of a bitch would want to be with you!}

Thank god I was half hispanic.

Was I hurt by his words yes, should I be shocked? no. I knew I was no different from all the other women he fucked, but did he have to say it? I shouldn't have been so dumb but it's my fault for letting my guard down for one intimate moment like that. I was taught to never let your guard down because every time u do something always happens, I made sure to be in love and never to fall in love because every thing that falls breaks and I never wanted to break.