Only One (Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter 39

Chapter 39

Selena's Pov

"He still hasn't replied..." I said, pulling my back pack on.

"Well, maybe he didn't check his phone" Poppy suggested "Or maybe his phone died and couldn't find his charger"

I brushed my hand through my hair "he always checks his phone and he doesn't lose stuff... But I don't know... It's so frustrating!"

"Things will work out, trust me"

"What if they don't? What if he hates me? What if he never becomes mine again?"

"Things will work out Selena, trust me. I know you're scared but I know he still loves you, so stop worrying, please? Worrying isn't good for you"

"Ok, but I'm still mentally worrying" I sighed as we got on the bus.

"Vas happenin' ma chickas?" Zayn shouted as we made our way to the back of the bus where Louis, Ellie, Niall, Liz, Liam, Jordan and Zayn sat.

"Nothing" I laughed, popping my bag down and sitting in between Poppy and Zayn.

"Did he reply?" Zayn whispered as I made myself comfortable on the seat.

"No" I almost cried "I really hurt him..."

"Yeah you did, but he's gonna forgive you, trust me"

"I hope so, but nothing good ever happens to me..." I brushed my hair back again.

"You met me" he laughed.

"Ha, true" I replied. I scanned my eyes around the bus, searching for a certain curly haired boy that I love dearly. My eyes landed on the back of his curls, he sat alone up against the window. He looked so sad, so upset. The bus started up and students started yelling. It's going to be a long six hour drive...

I woke up, my head resting on Zayn's shoulder. "Sleepy head's awake" he teased as my eyes fluttered open.

"Shut up" I playfully slapped him while sitting up straight again.

"You've been asleep for like three and a half hours! About time you woke up" Liam laughed.

"No way, no I haven't" I denied, even though I had no idea what time it was.

"Niall and Liz! Sitting in a a tree, k i s s i n g" I heard Louis sing.

"You wanna see kissing?" Niall laughed.

"No, I was only teas-- oh dear god" Louis answered as Niall pulled Liz in for a kiss. I laughed as so did the others.

"Don't act so innocent Louis Tommo, we all know what you've done" I teased.

"Says you Selena Brockman, I've seen you in action too many times" he replied.

"No!" I laughed "do you really want me to spill to everyone how I walked in on you and Ellie at th--"

"Stop right there, I'm sorry Selena, I'm really really sorry, I won't tease you, please don't spill" Louis cut me off quickly as everyone laughed.

"What happened?" Liam asked curiously with one eyebrow raised.

"Nothing, nothing happened" Louis lied.

"I don't think I wanna know anyway..." Liam said.

"You don't" I laughed.

Liam's eyes widened, "Oh god" he fake gagged. Everyone laughed as Ellie's face went red. Ellie's such an innocent girl, she's so adorable.

Everyone continued talking but my eyes were clued on Harry. He had his head down, with hands in his curls. My heart broke as I knew I was the reason he was like this. I wish I could just rewind time and let him explain. "I'll be back" I said, getting up from my seat.

"Ok" Poppy answered as Jordan continued to kiss her.

"Good luck" Zayn whispered. I mouthed a thank you as I made my way over to Harry.

"Hey" I said nervously as I sat down beside the boy I love. His head shot up instantly and sat up straight.

"Hi" he forced a smile.

"How are you?" I asked, my heart pounding like it was going to explode any second.

"Not so good" he mumbled, avoiding eye contact with me.

"I'm sorry Harry... I should've heard you out, I'm sorry..." I said, barely audible. Neither of us spoke, nor did we make eye contact. We just stared at our feet, hoping the other would say something. I feel so stupid for being such a bitch to him and not have listened to what he had to say. I hate myself for it, I hate that I hurt him and I hate that he's not mine anymore... Why am I so stubborn?

I stood up and turned to walk away, as the tears tugged at my eyes, ready to burst out any second, but a hand grabbed my wrist. "Don't go" I heard the familiar voice quietly speak. He gently pulled me back next to him and wrapped his arms around me. My head rested on his chest, hearing my favourite sound, the thud of his heartbeat. It felt so right, it felt like returning back to where you belong. I missed being in his arms, I missed everything about him. I missed his touch, his kiss, his curls, his voice, everything. I missed him being mine... A tear escaped my eye, staining his white v neck.

"I love you..." I whispered as he ran his fingers through my hair.

"I love you too" he said kissing the top of my head.