~memories~ Jaeden Martell

~part 21~

Wednesday evening.
Pov: Y/n
My parents are gone...
I still can't believe i'm never going to be able to say a last word to them again.
But where am i going to stay now?
My whole family lives on the other side of the world.

I can't even speak in their own language.
My whole family is from Germany (if you're German think about a language you can't speak ig. And btw i'm not German but i just love Germany lolz).

How am I supposed to live there?
I can't just leave my hometown...
And i know I don't have any friends but... What about Angela and.... Jaeden...?
I can't leave them.
Never.

I let go from the hug.
They look at me and i look at them.
Still with tears streaming down our cheeks.
"Where am i going to live now?" I said between sobs while staring at the ground.

"Y/n... I have to tell you something." Angela said.
"What?" I said looking up to meet her eyes while being a bit scared of what she's going to say.

But i think it's normal that you're scared of everything people will say when you just lost your parents and don't know what to do anymore because you don't know where you are going to live, right?

"I'm sorry i'm telling you this now. I should have told you sooner but I didn't know this would actually happen." She said.

Jaeden also looked at his mother, curious.
"Y/n.. Your parents and i.. we had the best bond everyone could wish for.
And we all know that your whole family lives far away from here. Years ago when you were just a little girl. Me and your parents had this... promise.

That if something happens to one of us.
Your parents, or me.
That... You know what? I'm just gonna say it.
I'm your godmother."

I looked at her, surprised.
I'm still sad but a little bit happier that i'm gonna stay here.
Jaeden also looked surprised.

I hugged her.
That was the first thing i wanted to do right now after i heard this.
"So i'm gonna stay here?" I said, still sobbing while looking up at her and Jaeden.

"Yes sweetie." Angela said, smiling between her sobs.
We hugged for a while again and i felt safe.
I'm sad I can't do this with my parents anymore..
I miss their warm hugs.

"Angela? Can we do something? Like, to clear our minds." I asked.
"Sure sweetheart." Angela said.
Finally Jaeden began to speak after a while.
"Yes, let's do that. Good idea." He said, looking at me with a warm smile.
But you could still see his red puffy eyes.

He knows how it feels to lose someone you loved.
His father left them.
I'm still sorry for them though.

But i think this could be a new start.
And it's going to be hard, forgetting my parents.
But it's for the best.
Because whatever happens, never give up.
You never know what'll happen next.

And that's why i think life is a gift.
I also never thought i would be friends with Jaeden.
And i never knew about our past but now i do.
And i'm happy that i know it now.

"Let's play monopoly" Jaeden said, coming up with this actually pretty good idea.
"Sure." Me and Angela said in unison.

And now we're playing monopoly to forget all the sad things.
And i'm telling you, it helps.
It's never bad to do things like this on a really bad day.
Because it can only make the day a little better.

A/n: What do you think about this!?:)
It's really sad but just know that this actually is the truth. Don't give up because you never know what wonder will happen next. Have a nice day/night<3 much love from me xx