cursed

1 : His smile

As Sidharth looked outside Shehnaaz looked towards him. She was tense as she never thought that he will become like this. She wanted to hug him but she can't as he don't know her. She could have slapped him if she was having any right. She thanked God for sending her there. How he will remember when he doesn't have any idea who she is?

Tu humsafar hai, phir kya fikar hai
Jeene ki wajah hi yehi marna issi ke liye
Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye

Sidharth remembered how she saved him from dying and now she is taking him with her. God made someone special for everyone

Meherbani jaate jaate mujh pe kar gaya
Guzarata sa lamha ek daman bhar gaya
Tere nazaara mila, roshan sitara mila
Taqdeer ki kashtiyon ko kinaara mila

Shehnaaz looked towards him after applying a break because of the signal. She noticed how his tension decreased after hearing the song. She made in her mind that she will eat something with him now before reaching the Mansion

Sadly on se tarse hain jaisi zindagi ke liye
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eri sohbat mein duaayein hain usi ke liye
Tera milna hai us Rab ka ishara
Maano mujhko banaya tere jaise hi kisi ke liye

Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye
Tera milna hai us Rab ka ishara
Maano mujhko banaya tere jaise hi kisi ke liye
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Kaise hum jaanein hamein kya pataa
Kuch to hai tujhse raabta
Tu humsafar hai, phir kya fikar hai

Jeene ki wajah hi yehi marna issi ke liye
Kehte hain Khuda ne is jahan mein sabhi ke liye
Kisi na kisiko hai banaya har kisi ke liye

As the song ended Shehnaaz turned the radio off and played this song again on her mobile phone

Shehnaaz: sorry but I love this song a lot.

She said and started singing along with the girl. Sidharth took her phone and turned the music off which caught her attention

Sidharth: tum khud gao na. Tumhari aawaj kitni aachi hai... Is singer se bhi jada aachi
(You should sing the song. Your voice is so melodious. It's More soothing than this singer)

Shehnaaz smiled and played music and started singing along with the instrumental video

Sidharth: tumhain kabhi esa feel ni hua ki tum iss dunaia mai bojh ho ya... Tumhara iss dunia mai koi nai

(Didn't you ever feel that you are a burden and don't have anyone in your life? )

Shehnaaz: no because I don't want someone's presence to make me weak, moreover I am enough for myself. I enjoy my whole life alone and I feel happy so there is no chance to feel like this

Sidharth: ok

He said and lowered his gaze as he felt this every time, he then looked outside as his eyes were getting watery remembering the insult he is facing from start. Those taunts and curse words hurt him every time.

Shehnaaz understood that maybe he is sad so she placed her hand on his shoulder and rubbed it softly

Shehnaaz: you can share your problems with me

Sidharth: I am a problem. First I ate my parents, then those who adopted me and then the place where I started to work. I burnt that and place

He said in low voice with tears. Shehnaaz stopped the car and asked him to face her. She knows he was not the reason, he is just having a misunderstanding that he is a problem. He is just telling his perspective whereas reality will be different. Because every coin has two sides which have the same value as one side of the coin

Shehnaaz: what was the exact reason for the fire?

Sidharth: me. I joined the company and burn it into ashes

He said which angered Shehnaaz and she shouted at top of her voice.

Shehnaaz: will you stop blaming yourself? Aag tumhare phoonk marne se toh lagi ni hogi. Obviously, koi short-circuit hua hoga ya kuch aur. Tell me that

Sidharth: cylinder leaked and when the cooks opened the gas to cook, whose office caught fire

Shehnaaz: what is your fault then? Were you cooking there? Were you a chef there?

Questioned Shehnaaz angrily as she was not angry after hearing about his blame. He was not having another topic rather than blaming himself for nothing

Sidharth: no, but that place caught fire after I left the kitchen

Shehnaaz: stop blaming yourself

Sidharth: I went to the kitchen then I could have noticed that right? But I didn't so isn't it my fault?

Shehnaaz: Can't you use your mind? Jo kitchen mai roj kaam karte hai jab unhone nai dekha toh tumhe sapna thodi aana tha. (Those who work in the kitchen daily if they didn't notice them do you think you would have seen a dream of this problem?)
Others have eyes too but they also failed to notice that then why are you so blaming yourself? Dare you behaved like this from now. Think of yourself as a Goodluck

Shehnaaz glared at him angrily and started driving very fast

Sidharth: please slow

Shehnaaz: if we had an accident who will be responsible?

Sidharth: me?...

Shehnaaz: yes why not because you were driving right?

She said sarcastically and slowed down the speed as it was getting difficult for her to handle the car

Shehnaaz: now don't blame yourself because you are not at fault. It depends upon how people think.

Shehnaaz said and decided to take him hospital tomorrow as she felt like he is depressed otherwise nobody will think low of himself and nobody will try to commit suicide
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