TORMENT

bob replies.

NOVEMBER 29th :

Hey Bob, I haven't talked to you in a while. Nothing important has really happened. Well, until now.

I'll start at the beginning of the day.

So there was this whole lake party thing that Granger organized but everyone seemed to be going. Draco forced me to go with him and Pansy. I'm not really one to drink, I just let them drink so that I could make fun of any of their stupid actions, which were a lot. They're already stupid enough sober.

Clover and her friends came quite late and she looked nice. She went and joined the party, drinking some alcohol. I made a comment because I'm attention thirsty. I know Bob, not a good trait.

After that, she went off with Morton to get her dress off without attention from other boys. Intelligent, but why Morton?! He's so boring.

The next time I saw her was when she was swimming around in the water on her own, Morton left her swimming drunk. What an idiot!

I'll put it plainly. She almost died drowning and I saved her. I'm quite proud, to be honest. Are you proud of me, Bob? Okay ignore me then.

I've actually been planning to tell her about everything. I'm writing a letter, but it has to be perfect. I was going to give it to her this Christmas but I've moved it up to the Summer holidays. I just want some time to make sure everything is perfect, you know?

Anyways, after I saved her, I had a dream where I was speaking to her in the infirmary (she fainted once again). I felt that the dream was a sign to go to see her.

I got to the infirmary and she looked confused when she saw me. Well, obviously, we had the exact same dream moments ago.

She let me dress her and oh is it hard keeping from being sexual with her. Again, I've been wanting to keep all that for when she finds out that we're connected, it will be more meaningful.

Oh yeah, I got a boner because of her. I feel like she was too innocent to realise what happened. I'm glad. That would've been awkward. I had to leave to . . you know?

When I got back we slept together, she was a bit against the idea but I think she ended up sleeping really well with me.

I had an odd nightmare where I was her brother and I cast 'sectumsempra' on her, I wanted to help her but I couldn't move. Why would her brother do that? Maybe it was an accident or something like he didn't understand the spell. At the end of the dream, I remember running away and shouted for Clover's mum.

I comforted her when we both woke up, knowing what she went through in the dream made it easier to comfort and calm her down. Then she started to get defensive and moody when we almost kissed, we had a short argument. Which ended in me leaving and writing to you Bob. Please answer me some time, Bob. I'm going to sleep now but I'll write later.

NOVEMBER 30th:

Bob,

I woke up quite early, I usually wake up pretty late but I felt a strange urge to read. I picked up Little Women from my bookshelf and walked down to the common room to read some.

Clover came in, early too and she tried to get through the common room without me seeing her. I could already sense that she coming moments before so she wasn't able to get past without some kind of my attention.

I commented about Montgomery being a control freak, which is true. I kind of just wanted Clover to sit with me for a while but she ignored me and went up to her room.