Vinnie Hacker Imagines

-letting go-

A lil sad story lol

I've been letting myself go for the past few days. I felt hopeless. Everyone i loved left me excluding Vinnie. He stuck by me even though I asked him to leave me. He has meetings everyday and seldom talks to me now. He hasn't talked to me since 2 weeks ago. I felt lonely and unwanted. My parents died. My aunt's and uncles don't like me. My grandparents abuse me. I just wanna die. I feel gross for not doing anything productive. My friends pretty much shut me down and now. I'm here, on the floor, behind on bills and almost getting an eviction notice. I cry for 3 hours per day until i had no tears left. I starved and overfeed myself someitmes. I am crying on the floor now until I got a ring from my dorrbell. I went downstairs and opened the door not even bothering to fix myself. I looked up and saw Vinnie. He looked at me and frowned
Vin: what happened?
He hugged me tight and i just stood there still like a rock.
Vin: Hey, you okay?
Me: Vinnie, just leave, you're wasting your time coming here
Vin: No. I don't care. Can I come in?
Me: Vinnie leave
Vin: No. I'm not leaving
I sighed and let him in. I closed the door. He sat on the couch
Vin: Your house is so dark and stuffy
Me: And why should I care?
I said walking up the stairs and into my room. I closed the door and lay down. I don't care if he steals things. I just want life to end right now but something is stopping me but i don't know what it is.
Vin: Are you okay?
Me: Does it look like I'm okay?
I faced the other side.
Vin: Hey, what's up? You can talk to me
Me: Leave me alone Vin. Like everyone else. Ghost me, leave me. I'm fucking lonely okay. And there's no one to emotionally support me around here. You should just leave. Talking to you is already a chore for me to do.
Vin: Hey, don't feel that way. You can talk to me. Tell me everything. Just express everything
Me: I already did. There's nothing else to say since I almost got evicted
I mumbled the last part
Vin: What? I heard that. Why didn't you tell me?
Me: I know you wouldn't care
Vin: yes i would. Why wouldn't I?
Me: cause everyone does
Vin: hey, you don't know this but Kio has missed you. But he didn't want to say anything
Me: My fucking dummas brother who haven't checked up on me for 3 months?
Vin: Yeah, he still loves you
Me: Well that's shocking
Vin: Come on, let's do something fun
Me: I'm tired
Vin: No, come on
Me: Vin I'm just tired
Vin: let's go
He picked me up.
Vin: Go take a shower I'll give you 7 minutes if not, I'm going to have to bang on the door.
Me: Okay
I stood up in my feet and went to the shower and took a warm shower. It felt nice actually and I put on comfy clothes. I went out of the closet and saw Vin sitting on my bed.
Vin: Okay, so next clean up your house and pay bills
Me: You dont have to pay bills
Vin: but i want to
Me: No
Vin: Fine
He took a picture and video of me and posted it.
Vin: whatever the money comes out from that video and picture is going straight to you
Me: Vinnie i don't wanna be famous
Vin: oops
I sighed. We cleaned our house and he brought me to target. I fell asleep on the way there and it was a struggle for me to even get out of the car. He bought us a few things and snacks and went back home. We were silent the whole car ride until Vinnie spoke
Vin: Hey, why don't you move in with me?
Me: I don't want that
Vin: come on, it will be fun
Me: No, I'm sorry
Vin: Come on, you can spend more time with me and kio and the rest. And that's gonna be your emotional support.
Me: Fucking Kio?
Vin: Yeah
Me: I'll give it a try
-the next week-
I packed all my stuff and solf the things I didn't need and donated things to goodwill. I moved in with Vinnie. It wasn't that bad after all.