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𝐇𝐞𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝟐 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞. 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤. 𝐌𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 (𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐨 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝐤 𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲'𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐧?) 𝐬𝐨 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭. 𝐍𝐠𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐨. 𝐄𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐂𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐱𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭.

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𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐈 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐓'𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐄 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐄, 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐃, 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐘. It seemed inevitable, being gone. I couldn't bear to actually say the word out loud... but I would be dead. Now I have another chance, but I would still be leaving her behind. Lonely once more. I know just how much she loves me, no matter how much time and money it takes to keep me alive. There's never been a person who's shown me such loyalty. My mother is the one that I'll be saddest about when I turn.

God, turning sounds so normal. It must be the mate bonds. No normal person would consider such a life-altering turn okay, or at least they would take more time to consider their options. For me, it was a way out of everything that kept my nerves on edge. An escape of sorts may be my only option at this point. I should be thinking this over, but I just can't. It's like being boxed into something without your control. You may want to look outside the box, but the box is all you can see, the only option in sight. At least this option isn't too bad.

𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐒, Cullen CovenWhere stories live. Discover now