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TW// anxiety adhd depression roleplay??

so uhm, hey how y'all doing so uhm Let's talk seriously. Wattpad has been going down hill, it has been for awhile but now it really just crashing and burning if you will. when I first started Wattpad I didn't think I would make it far then this book started to do well and give me motivation and some of my other books did well too, which I'm thankful for. I made a friend on here too I don't remember to much about that friend unfortunately, but I really appreciate them even though we didn't end things on a high note I'm still thankful I had the opportunity to be friends with them in the first place , I have really bad anxiety and I feel like sometimes my adhd gets the best of me when I write especially like rn. so I thought I'd write other stories, writing is a hobby I have that I am very passionate about. however like many writers do I experience writes block, for me it's often I experience this. so back on track I took a break from Wattpad I started writing again the books I had so many ideas for books, and they did pretty well. I wasn't satisfied because it felt the same to me I was writing the same ships, but when I tried to branch out from those ships it didn't seem to do as well. I slowly started to lose my motivation to write, the books I was writing felt like I was forced to write them. I wanted to add my ideas to them but I just wasn't passionate about it because I didn't see the characters in that scenario or I'd see them in the scenario but I couldn't get them out of the scenario, but they had to get out of the scenario or the story was over. but my mind couldn't do it , I eventually wrote a few one shots all in one book but I never finished them or they were bad. I hated this feeling I was stuck. Writing one shots was what I should've been doing wether I wrote them all on different pages and the slowly copied and pasted it into one long page.. but seeing a fresh new blank page is what got me motivated to write even if it was just a little. then I found amino i started roleplaying as characters I imagined in my head. But then role playing became increasingly difficult as I started to get anxious because I can be a literate role player but it would take me hours, days or weeks to even think to write that much, but I want to grow my writing. But even semi-literate was too much for me it was overwhelming I couldn't do it. I liked to write but thought of it going to another person who wrote in detail made me lose my mind. Even now it's so hard for me to write that much with it taking hours or days. but I don't enjoy roleplay as much as I used to it's hard for me to keep a conversation going, I tend to burn out easily. The point it's uhm like many people I am abandoning Wattpad as I should, I will probably be taking my books with me and posting the somewhere else..

so here's where to find me uh

ao3:
tba
personal/editing insta:
yeosangsclown_
Writing insta:
dianeywrites
Twitter:
yeosangsclown
asianfanfics
Jisungisoverparty

don't know where I'll put my old stories idk I'll make new stories and if I do idk where I'll put them