SAVE ME (on pause)

Pause

So for the past few months, I have been a bit off lately. My mind has been going everywhere and I've been literally so stressed that I've been getting sick a lot. Nothing has been motivating me to finish things or even start things. For the longest time, writing has been my safe haven and my therapy if you will. And I was so eager in the beginning to make stories and write just anything but now it doesn't excite me as much. My whole life literally just flipped into this spiral world of hatred and self loathing. For now, I'm going to leave this fanfic as it is but I will continue to write the chapters for it. I'm not lying when I say I love writing because I do. I have been writing since I was 7 years old, just making up stupid and fun fairytales. Most of the fanfics I have written will also stay as it is until my inspiration comes back to me but it doesn't mean I won't try. These were my feelings for the past few months and even year but currently, my passion has come back but I don't want to overdo it. I want to take it slow so I don't lose it and forget everything. Of course when I started writing these I was a bit young so when I look back at it, I feel a bit embarrassed at how cringey and typical it is. So for now all my fanfics will be under general or extreme editing and re-wording. I was very naive and uneducated about the world of writing/fan fiction so I want to write things that make me proud. And of course, I want to finish these fanfics and make more but the most I can do right now is write a few paragraphs and keep them in a doc until it's ready to come out. Thank you for understanding and I hope the day I'm ready for this to come out will be soon. I don't know when or which fanfic will be done first but I do know that I won't stop writing. I have written some short stories in the months that I wasn't writing these fanfics because even though I was absent I continued to write down thoughts or scenarios that crossed my mind so maybe I'll just release those every once in a while with an update. Again, thank you and I appreciate you, much love 💚