dsmp angst oneshots

its your fault~

Fanart by calybrii on twitter!!

This was requested by TheBrilliantAuthor

Sorry this came out a little late!

A/N'S are underlined

My writing is changing a bit of you notice throughout the chapters. It'll probably do that a few times so ignore it lmao

This is sorta a vent chapter going along with the request

Anyways TW!!
•Swearing
•Mentions of self harm
•Mentions of Suicide/Suicidal thoughts
•Mental abuse
•Self degration
Please skip this if you do not do well with those topics!! You have been warned!!
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'Ranboo! You blew up the fucking community house and was my main motivation for blowing up L'Manberg! Its your fault! All of your friends hate you! They know what you did! This is all your fault'

'I-I-'

'You know it's your fault right?!'

'I-its-'

I just run off back to my house(well atleast tried to) with him running after me and grabbing my arm and pulling my back.

'Ranboo.'

'I KNOW! I KNOW ITS MY FUCKING FAULT DREAM STOP REMINDING ME. STOP YOU ARE MAKING MY LIFE A LIVING HEL-'

                 !Sʟᴀᴘ!

(Isnt that called an onomatopoeia?^^)

'Fuck ow!'

'Don't raise your voice at me!'

I didn't even notice the hot tears streaming down my face. I think he just noticed too cause he wiped my tears

'You should go back to Techno traitor.'

'okay..'

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'Fuck am I a traitor? Did I blow up the community house? Am I the #1 motivator of Dream? Am I the reason he blewn up my home? Our L'Manberg?'

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I hear mumbling from Ranboos little home as I'm gathing potatos
(blood god?? I only know the potato god. Potatos for the potato god)

I walk over there and hear what he is saying. My eyes widen. What the fuck did Dream tell him?!

'Boo?'

'Techno! Oh fuck uh hi!'

I watch as he tries to compose himself.

'What the fuck did Dream tell you?!'

'I- he said I was the number 1 motivator to you and him blowing up L'Manberg and I blew up the community hou-'

'Oh my fuck! Ranboo your gonna believe that dictator?! He is lying!'

It was obvious he didn't believe me.

I noticed he had tears welling up but they never did fall. Almost like he was.. i don't know.. broken? It looked like he just went through a breakup from the relationship that lasted a long ass time. Or when you loose your best.. friend. I would know how he feels haha. I wonder how Theseus is doing.. nono be worried about Ranboo not yourself, stupid Techno!.

'Boo, I can tell you don't believe me but its the truth!'

'..I cut'

'What..?'

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[🅁🄰🄽🄱🄾🄾]

Fuck! Why did I tell him?!

'Boo, I'm not mad or upset but why?'

'Techno, i have been Dream has been in my head for the entire time I've been here! It hurts to live Technoblade. I don't wanna do this anymore.'

'Hey, hey, hey.. don't cry its okay.-'

I didn't even notice I was crying(once again)

'- C'here'

I walk up to him and he hugs me? I feel safe but i feel like someone is watching. His warmth comforts me.

'Its okay buddy. Don't hurt yourself. Please just vent to me'

'Okay technoblade'
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554 word poggersss

I kinda went off my own feelings cause i sorta relate to the prompt so I hope this exceeded your expectations! Its 3:02 am rn on 2/3/21 and i have school at 7 am!! Yayyyy!! I hate irl school ugh kill me. I really hope you liked this! :D

-shelby