extinction ~ kuroken

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TW : mentions of attempt suicide and self harm

school had just ended, kenma hadn't been paying attention during his classes, since his mind was occupied with negative thoughts

kenma was leaving his classroom when he was stopped by the female who was talking to kuroo, and two guys behind her

"hello ?" kenma said in his usual soft and low voice. "don't go near kuroo, hes mine and you're preventing him from going on a date with me, you should just kill yourself, you're such a boney freak"

kenma knew he shouldn't let her words get to him, but it still hurts "it's not my fault.." kenma said looking down

the female snapped her fingers, which was a signal for the two males behind her to do something which kenma didn't know until he felt someone punch him

kenma was weak and fragile, he couldn't do anything, besides the two males were strong and buff

they continued hitting him, kenma was coughing out blood, till they heard a teacher yell, the three people immediately left running leaving kenma on the floor practically bleeding

the teacher went up to kenma "what happened ?" the teacher asked and kenma coughed up blood again "they started hitting me out of nowhere" kenma said as he stood up and the teacher scoffed

"yeah sure, you were probably bothering them which made them hit you" kenma sighed i knew this was gonna happen.. they never believe me

"okay believe what you want then" kenma wiped the blood off of his face with his sleeve and started walking away, limping.

the teacher yelled for kenma to come back but kenma didn't obey, he just kept walking, he left the school ground and started walking to his house

once he arrived at his house, he went to the bathroom and dropped on the floor "saber why does everyone hate me.." kenma said softly

saber started whimpering i don't hate you kenma.. and neither does kuroo kenma sighed

"i don't know.. maybe he feels pity or something, m-maybe i should just kill myself.. maybe everyone will be happier.. and maybe mom and dad can come home" kenma said softly

KENMA DONT SAY THAT, what about kuroo, how would he feel if you killed yourself, he said it himself HE FUCKING LIKES YOU AND YOU WANNA THROW ALL OF THAT AWAY ? stop being selfish kenma, listen you know i love you and i hate that you're in pain but so am i, mom and dad left BECAUSE OF ME, not you, just.. me..

kenma lips quivered, the tears started streaming down his face. "m-maybe if i just.." kenma grabbed a blade

he took off his pants, leaving him in his boxers, his thighs exposed.. "no one will know if i did it on my thigh..." kenma whispered softly

KENMA STOP kenma ignored the constant nagging in his head. he brought the blade to his left thigh, he felt the cold blade press against his thigh

he pressed down on the blade, and started cutting his thigh, the pain was satisfying to kenma, the sight of the blood, running down his thigh

kenma couldn't stop now.. he kept on doing it, on both of his thighs, saber constantly yelling, telling him to stop, but kenma didn't listen.

the pudding head male dropped the blade on the floor, the tears were still streaming down his face..

kenma stood up, he grabbed bandages placed it beside him

"i'm sorry saber.. i'm so sorry" kenma said wiping his tears p-please kenma.. don't ever do that again.. i-it hurts me knowing i can't do anything but watch you do that to yourself

kenma took a deep breath i'm sorry saber.. kenma grabbed alcohol for the cuts in his faces, he grabbed a cotton ball, and applied alcohol in it, and started cleaning the cuts

he winced at the pain "shit this hurts" kenma said as he continued to clean it, once he finished, he wrapped the bandages around his thigh, then he grabbed small bandages for the cuts on his cheek

kenma grabbed his phone that was on the floor, he knew it was almost time to transform, kenma didn't have to worry about kuroo finding out

kenma went to his room and slipped on a pair of pants and sat on his bed, the pain from his thighs hurting a bit every once in a while

the pudding head male was scrolling on tik tok when he suddenly lost concious which meant saber was now in control

hm now how the fuck do i tell kuroo about kenma

cries again, anyways im trying to post as much as i can, because i just wanna finish this so i can write another story that i've been dying to start 😭