MESSAGES - Draco Malfoy

IM FINE

⚠️ TW WARING⚠️

Today I just went to my classes with my friends but I wasn't really there, in my mind I couldn't stop thinking about Draco and Pansy, i didn't care about his love or sex life and I'm not gonna try and control it like some freak just because I like like him, I just thought he hated her

Whenever we all chatting at lunch or class it just let out a yes and no's and whenever someone made a joke I would just laugh, so I would look like I'm okay

I tell them all after dinner I was gonna catch up on some homework but they were all to busy chatting and just said 'yeah sure bye'

I get back to my room and start getting changed, I look back and I catch my reflection in the mirror, drop the top I was putting on and just look at my self

Are my boobs to big?

Are my hips to wide?

Am I curvy or just fat?

I turn to the side and look at my self

My stomachs not that flat maybe I should work out more?

Is my bum too big?

I turn back round so I'm facing my front

I don't have a thigh gap, are legs are too fat?

Then I decided to wear a big jumper to cover myself up and go sit at my vanity

I start to take my makeup off

Are real eyebrows too thin?

Are my eyelashes stubby and short?

Maybe I should wear a more coverage foundation and concealer clear to cover up my spots?

Is my nose to big?

Are my lips too thin?

Do I have a double chin?

Pansy doesn't she's perfect

Perfect princess Pansy, always gets what and who she wants, maybe if I make myself prettier Draco might want me

I should work out more and stop eating so much

Yeah that's what I'm gonna do

I climb into bed and pull the sheets up to my face and start to cry, am I not pretty enough?, am I ugly?, am I fat?, do I smell?, do I have a bad personality?, am I just a weirdo?

Why doesn't he like me.........

A/N - sorry for the short chapter, it's just a filler

Please don't ever ever think any of things Madeline did

We are all different and no one is perfect

You are beautiful, loved, safe if you ever need a chat don't hesitate to msg me xx