Broken and Fearless // C.B.

Chapter 122

Colby nodded. "Yeah, unless he forgot."

I snickered. "Imagine Brennen forgetting. Oh, well imagine. As I'm pacing the halls in a busy airport."

"That was impressive, Jules."

"I know. I try. Ooh, our luggage is here."

When our luggage came around, Colby grabbed it. As usual, he was against me holding anything heavy, which was both sweet and annoying.

We left the airport and found Brennen waiting for us.

He immediately hopped out of his car and helped Colby put the luggage in the back.

Colby offered me the passenger's seat, which was sweet of him.

I glanced to our mutual friend. "Brennen? Can I put on music?"

He shrugged. "What's that line you always say when you drive?"

"You mean "driver picks the music, shotgun shuts their cakehole"?"

"Yeah. But you've got good taste. I like the nostalgia. Go ahead."

I plugged in the aux and soon, old Panic! came through the speakers.

Brennen frowned. "What's this song?"

"The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage by Panic! at the Disco," I replied.

"Is that seriously the title?"

"That is seriously the title."

Colby and I sang along, much to the amusement of Brennen.

"You guys are so cute," Brennen said.

When we got to his place, Brennen and Colby set our stuff down.

Colby glanced at me. "I'm gonna record a calling terrifying numbers video. Would you like to join? It's okay to say no."

I shook my head. "I still remember the last time and how terrifying it was. So I'm sorry, but no."

He kissed my cheek. "It's okay, Jules. We'll be careful."

"You better be."

Colby cupped my face. "Always am."

"Mostly."

"Well, yeah, mostly. I'll see you soon, okay?"

"Okay."

Colby and Brennen left and I decided to record a q&a. It'd been while since I'd done one and I liked doing them every so often. I'd asked questions before and people had delivered.

I set up my camera and hit record. "Hello, world of YouTube and welcome back to yet another q&a. I've picked ten questions and your Twitter handles will be on the screen. Our first question. What are your favorite albums from the quartet and All Time Low? My favorite All Time Low album is Don't Panic. My favorite Fall Out Boy album is Infinity on High. My favorite My Chemical Romance album is Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge. My favorite Panic! album is Vices and Virtues. My favorite Twenty One Pilots album is Vessel. I'd love to hear your favorites. Next question. What is your least favorite band? I don't necessarily have a least favorite band, but I don't like the bubblegum pop genre. You know, the pop music that often appears on the radio."

I scrolled to another question. "Third question. Why are you afraid of clowns? I'm honestly not sure. I went to a state fair in Boston when I was little, and there were clowns. I'm not sure if that's why I'm afraid of them, but somehow I am. Question four. Why are you afraid of dogs? Uh, when I was little, I saw a friend of mine get mauled by a dog. She ended up okay, but the damage was done; I was scarred for life."

I skipped a few other questions. "Sorry about that, guys. I didn't take screenshots like I should've. Uh, five. Favorite Supernatural episode? It's a triple tie between Fan Fiction, Baby, and Swan Song. I can't pick between the three. Four including The French Mistake. I just love Supernatural, okay? Question six. Favorite Supernatural character? Oh, that's easy. Tie between Bobby and Dean."

I scrolled through a couple more. "Question seven. What are your top three animated movies. Ooh, um, The Aristocats, The Land Before Time, and Robin Hood. Yes I like the older B-rated Disney classics, and The Land Before Time is a good movie. Mmm. Question eight. What is a guilty pleasure that no one knows? The Trap Boys know this, and some friends and family, but none of you know this. But thanks to my sister, I really like crime dramas. SVU type crime dramas."

I perused the questions. "We're gonna do a couple more. Uh, question nine. Will you ever do Supernatural reactions? Honestly I'm not sure. If I did, I'd do it on another channel; not on my main one. Last question. How's your relationship with Colby? You two are my favorite YouTube couple. Y'all are so cute! Aw, thanks! Our relationship is good. I'm so lucky to have him."

I put my phone down. "That's all I've got for you guys. If you'd like a relationship q&a or questions about baby answered, I'd be willing to do a q&a with Colby. Hopefully he agrees; probably will. If you enjoyed, I'll be back next week with more cringe worthy content."

I turned off my camera and started editing. By the time I'd finished, Colby and Brennen had returned.

"How'd it go?" I asked.

"Hilarious and terrifying," Colby replied. "What'd you do when we were gone?"

"I recorded a q&a. Going up shortly. Colbs, would you like to do another relationship q&a or some questions regarding the baby?"

He smiled. "I'd love to do so."

Colby kissed me and smiled. "I love you, Jules."

I tilted my head. "Random, but I love you too, Colbs."

"What, I can't tell my wife I love her?"

"You can, but that doesn't deny that it was random."

"Mm, I suppose not. I'm gonna watch your video."

Brennen nodded. "Yeah, I will too. Always like a juicy q&a."

I covered my eyes. "Oh, gosh, you guys. You're gonna embarrass me."

Colby ruffled my hair teasingly. "Only because we like you so much, baby. I love your q&as. You're adorable."

I swatted his hand away. "Don't mess up my hair. Fine. We can watch it, but don't tease me."

Brennen put up my latest q&a and we watched it. I hid behind my eyes most of the time. I didn't like watching myself on the screen.

Colby smiled and said quietly, "You have nothing to be ashamed of, Jules."

Brennen, who I guess had heard, nodded. "Your reactions and q&as are so pure and sweet. Honest confession, I watch your videos when I need something to make me feel better."

I smiled. "That's really sweet. I'm glad my videos can make you feel better."

I cuddled into Colby as we watched my video and found myself closing my eyes.

I really should stop staying up so late. Sleep is important; especially with the baby.