Chaotic Corruption

T H E C O R R U P T I O N C H A O S I N H O M E W O R L D «Steven Universe»

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[Another Perspective]

Great. Nice..

The Pain in my chest didn't cease to subside but only had gotten worse, walking into the strangely dark Palace halls wondering why Homeworld seems Very quiet today, Although I could still hear some ruckus from the Main Auditorium in the lobby, I can't help wonder  why  in the first Place.

I felt an anger deep inside of me boiling which I can't even explain how to release, Hell I'm going mad, Stupid. For the Past weeks a Pain in my chest, Or, Gem has suddenly appeared out of Nowhere. Worsening as each hour passes, sometimes when I was alone My gem would glow and hurt immensely, and because of all this I couldn't even talk much.

But I'm used to the Pain now.

This was probably worse than the grief during Pinks "shattering", But I would rather suffer this, However Enduring an Acute I-wanna-Freaking-scream Pain and trying to talk at the same time is the absolute definition of torment, But not only that, To make the situation more aggravating, My appearance is slowly changing.

Into a Monster.

The Diamonds must be very concerned for me right now, considering to make it short, I've been wearing the old Cape which had a hoodie to drape on my head and cover half my face again, And I've been anti-social
For awhile.

Leaving myself out of conversations and Locking myself in my room to scream into my pillow because of the damn pain, I've had aggravating urges to rip my gem out but I'm quite suprised I resisted them.

What's wrong with me these two months?

I honestly don't know the answer but I feel like What's going on is Very  wrong.

I reach the auditorium, And Step into the dim lit Place, "Finally here? What took you so long?" She turns around upon seeing me, I counter her with another question, "Why is it so dark?" I look at the crowd scrambling to get and act formally once the last diamond arrived, "That's what we are trying to figure out here." she answers.

"Several of gems where found unconscious today."
White informs me, "Because of the lack of light, We gems do need Light don't we?" The fellow diamond beside me responds, as we talk about matters, I leave my self out of the conversation as always.