Left Confused •currently rewriting•

Chapter 15

WAKAWAKAIMGAY- / beanno_ here's some fluff for you 💜
Kenma's pov

I lay in bed, my eyes tired from staring at my screen all night, thinking about the sad look I've seen on Sho's face. I wonder how many people know he's not so bubbly when he's by himself...

The amount of times he must've faked his attitude would be exhausting, I couldn't deal with that. He's so strong, wanting people to be happy, and what am I? A lazy good-for-nothing gamer who doesn't sleep normally? Seems about right. Why is he so persistent on being in my life?

Too many questions fill my mind like a storm, battling the environment in my mind. Why do I have to worry about him? Why do I care about people's thoughts so much? I wish I could be carefree and live without worries but that's just unrealistic. So instead of reflecting on myself I let another game consume me. I need a distraction from reality because I'm weak. I'm too weak to face my problems and deal with them...

My thoughts slowly start turning into logical and rational thoughts for my game. The few minutes I originally planned to complete a level, turned into hours of me trying to finish my game.

~TIME SKIP~

I hear a notification coming from my phone and I check the time. It's 4 am. Who the fuck would be texting me at 4 am? It's probably Kuro bugging me to get some sleep. Ughh. I unlock my phone and I'm surprised when I see 'Sunshine' on my screen.

Sho? Why is he still up?

I check the message...

Sunshine ♥︎

Hey Kozu.. I was wondering if you could let me and Natsu                                                                                                           stay over?? It will only be for a little bit I promise 🥺

Me

It's okay, you can come over whenever :)

Sunshine ♥︎

Thank you! We'll be over at around 5/6 if that's okay

Natsu? Usually it was only Shoyo who stayed but I guess Natsu can be clingy sometimes. I let out a small chuckle. I guess one Hinata just isn't enough.

I quickly pick up the rubbish on my bed and throw it in the bin, disposing the evidence of a dirty room. A small smile finds its way to my lips, I'm excited about the Hinatas' visit.

I find myself putting an effort into my room whenever someone comes over, but I always make sure it's super comfortable for Sho. It's an automatic thing, I can't seem to help it. I grab a couple games that all three of us can play together and set them on the bed; I have both video games and board games. I turn on the fans to cool off the room and there.. done! New record, I tidied up within 15 minutes. I guess I have time to play some more games.

Just as I finish another level, I hear the faint sound of the doorbell go off. I rush down to make sure Mum doesn't get to the door before me. It's happened before. Sho and Mum ended up talking for hours and I don't feel like dealing with that right now. I swing open the door to be greeted with a pout on Natsu's face, shortly replaced with a beam just as bright as Sho's.

"Keennn-ma!" the little Hinata springs. I smile softly and gesture for them to go inside.

As we all step into my room I see both of their eyes shine with wonder and joy. I can get why, there are games and snacks spread in an organised fashion on the bed. I tell them to come and sit down, getting ready to start the games.

First up we decide on Uno since Natsu kept on eying it like it was a prize possession. The room fills up with Uno-related cries such as 'Natsu! You couldn't betray me like that- I'm wounded' and 'I'm definitely going to win!' 'but you have 20 cards Sho...'

Natsu keeps on getting plus four cards and Shoyo is the one who suffers, it's pretty hilarious. I can't keep myself from laughing. When I open my eyes Natsu is placing a card and Shoyo is glancing away from me. I feel as though a weight has lifted, but I don't even know where the whole 'weight' was from. But either way, I'm glad that the Hinatas' are in my life. I'm so grateful for Hinata Shoyo.

The day of laughter, competing and silliness carried on into the night, with a compulsory lunch break in the middle.

I could get used to this, I smile and slowly drift into a soft slumber on my cloud bed.

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Author note:
Sorry for not updating in a while T-T
I'll try to be slightly more consistent. I hope you like the fluffy chapter even though it's short