apartment block (w2s wroetoshaw)

7

[ N Y L A H ]
I wake up and I notice the ceiling looks weird

Wait

Where the hell am I?

I look around and notice a big tv in the room and lots of LED lights

This is NOT my room

I notice the view is similar though as I turn my head to look out of the floor to ceiling windows

Oh shit

WAIT

Is this...

"Morning" I hear a familiar voice say as the door opens to reveal Harry

I look down and I'm still in last nights clothes

"What happened?" I ask slightly scared

"Well we were both drunk and from what I can remember you fell asleep so I carried you here because I didn't know where your apartment keys are" he explains as he leans on the doorframe

"Oh" I say relieved

"I slept on the couch by the way" he says chuckling trying to reassure me

"Thank you" I say smiling

"No problem" he replies

We both just admire each other from across the room until I break our stare

"Right well you probably have stuff to do and I have a walk tomorrow with Ralph Lauren" I say frantically as I rush out of his bed

"Yeah no well good luck" he says stuttering as I brush past him to leave

"Nylahhhhh!" Freezy beams as he sees me

"Hey!" I say before I open their front door and leave practically running to my apartment with the headache hitting me soon after

[ H A R R Y ]
I make my way into the living room soon after Nylah left and I see Freezy slumped over the couch on his phone

"So then" he starts as he locks his phone placing it down on his stomach

"So then what?" I ask

"Don't even try pretend that Nylah didn't just leave here like 10 minutes ago" he says with a giant smirk plastered on his face

"Yeah maybe" I say as I feel my pockets for my keys

"You're acting so shifty"

"I'm not, I'm just trying to find my keys" I reply as he points to a small side table by the door

"Lifesaver" I say as I grab the keys off the side table

"Look you can tell me you know?" He says as he sits up

"Tell you what?" I ask standing ready to open the apartment door

"If there is something going on between you two! God Harold" Freezy laughs

"Oh right, I mean nothing ish, well, we kissed like two days ago but" I say stuttering on my words

He just laughs in response clicking his fingers

"I can talk properly tonight probably but I really have to go" I say trying to rush out of the door as I have yet another shoot with the sidemen

"Yeah sure see you later man" freezy says smirking as I close the door behind me and make my way outside the apartment block to order an Uber

I'm stood outside and it's bloody freezing

"Cold isn't it" I hear Nylah say behind me

I turn around to see her stood in the entrance to our apartment block

"Yeah bloody freezing" I say as I dig my hands into my pocket laughing awkwardly

It feels a little bit awkward between us two as we haven't had a sober conversation or interaction since we kissed

"Look Harry I'm sorry" she says as she stands next to me holding her coat, I don't know why she hasn't got it on

"Huh?" I ask confused as I look down at her

"I should've never kissed you and I've probably fucked shit up" she says sighing

"Oh" I say gulping as I nod

"I don't want to make things awkward so let's just pretend it never happened" she says before a black SUV pulls up

"But Nylah" I say trying to stop her but I don't think she hears me as she gets in the back of the SUV swiftly closing the door behind her

I groan as I watch her car drive away and I'm left waiting for my Uber

Why the hell does she want to pretend it didn't happen?

Lmao I thought I was a pretty good kisser

Oh no maybe with the whole thing of me saying she was my celebrity crush put her off

Or maybe it's just because

I don't know

She is a world famous model who could do so so much better than me?

I'm just some average looking YouTuber from Guernsey

It's not long before my thoughts are cut short as my Uber arrives

For the rest of the day I'm just snappy and miserable

The fans will probably even notice it in the video but honestly my mind isn't here right now, it wasn't in the last two we filmed either

Ugh

[ N Y L A H ]
I felt so bad for telling Harry about how I regret the kiss

I kind of regret it but don't

I feel bad because I'm not 100% sure of my feelings, yeah he is attractive but I'm not sure

And knowing his opinion on me, even before he knew me I don't want to seem like I'm leading him on

And plus with my career I feel like I need to focus on it at the moment before I commit to anyone, I'm committed to work

Is that bad of me?

I don't know and it's eating me up inside, yet I thought doing this it would be easier?

The car suddenly stops and I've reached the location to start the rehearsals for my walk with Ralph Lauren tomorrow

Luckily earlier I took some paracetamol for my hangover headache so I should be okay for this rehearsal

Although already I'm craving the comforts of my bed

I'll just have to crack on

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The SUV finally arrives back at the apartment block and it's just going dark

I say a quick thank you to the driver before I run into the building as paparazzi flashes practically blind me as they are all stood outside the building, obviously waiting for me

I sigh as I walk through the lobby, finally escaping them

I eventually make my way up the stairs to my apartment and I crash down onto my bed with me falling asleep not long after