Siblings or love

vacation or honeymoon

"So its stressful right to just let it all out" sidhant stated sitting beside naira dipping his legs in the pool. Naira wipped off her tears and plastering a fake smile on her face jerked her head towards sidhant.

"Oh don't give me that look naira that you are fine and things are pretty good because i know they are not and its ok to break down and feel hurt . Its ok to cry and its ok to not to be strong always . You need to let it out because inside you it will ruin you naira . we are there then why do you need to keep it all in their" sidhant stated sternly and clearly ensuring that his each word was clearly translated to naira and she interpreted it.

"What do you mean by that sidhant its nothing . You are just over working your small brain you know champ" naira stated snacking his head and faking a laugh. Sidhart along with his brothers, sana and the gill sisters also reached the poolside but weren't in the peripheral vision of the two

"Ohh please i am goddamn adult and i understand that. I understand the helplessness when you want to take help from your family but you can't because you know they won't help you back and it would hurt them too. But in your case that's not the thing naira you have a family which will help you no matter what and will listen to you " sidhant stated dejectedly and it was all for naira to wail out loud and hug the life out of him. Karthik wasn't able to control himself and hugged the two together squishing them in his embrace while sana held the other's back.

"Karthik you know that man touched me everywhere he could. His face still fills me with disgust and i rub myself millions of times just to get his touch far away from my body. He made me feel worthless in a split second and turned my life upside down. My parents they they they were enjoying that i was being molested in the middle of a party and they you know they planned a  rape for me. I don't know but that man had done all the arrangements to spend the night with me and my parents asked me to go forward with it if i love them. I don't love them if this defines my love for them karthik . Does it ?? It was so embarrassing demeaning them in the middle of the posh crowd of london just to save my prestige. Then again they told me how much of a worthless piece of shit i was and how i ruined our families position because of my selfish reasons. Am i selfish karthik?? I don't know but i feared that my sister's will leave me too hearing this that i slaughtered the families reputation . I tried hard to  protect avneet whenever both of us landed in the same situation because our mom is same . Mom never touched sana and nandini because they were thier money making machines. She never touched avni because she was her ticket to be famous and to maintain a image. Sanchi she never got a hold of her because she always studied in hostels and remained in her room . Its quite possible that she doesn't even know that sanchi existed. Those men know whenever they touched me i felt like to puke my guts out. You know why avneet only considers my back talks and never answers me directly because i protected her 7 times from getting raped after shivaay married our mother. The 8th time was shivaay and that's when he divorced our mother who got back with our father . shivaay was the light in my and Avneet's life and i am in touch with him and his wife. He protected me and avneet like we are his own daughter's. You know i still eat anti-deppressants to control my panick attacks which come due to that molestation. Am i that bad karthik??" Naira wailed loudly clinging on to karthik like a coala bear. Shehnaaz stepped two to three steps back in shock and sidhart held her with her shoulders. Sidhant knew that the truth he was keeping under wraps was out now. Nandini just hugged manik was sniffing badly hearing the dreadful words and seeing the pathetic condition of her  sister. Sanchi was blank . she didn't knew how to react to this situation . she left the arena with rohan following her tail. Avni was a mess. Tears were streaming down her eyes and emotions of guilt ,anger and pain were surging through her crumpling her insides thinking about the pain her twin faced. She moved out banged her hand with the glass vase leading to blood ooze out of her hand. Neel folllowed  her out with a first aid box .