[BEFORE WE START: !!! This is a comfort fic, which means I'll be projecting a few of my insecurities in the character's POV, while having another character comfort them, which means there'll be a lot of angst and a bit slow character development, I find this to be a healthy and entretaining way of coping, so if you're uncomfortable with that, please leave !!!]
TW: Stuttering, panic attacks
Shuichi's POV
I was sitting in a second floor window, looking outside with my legs dangling, hitting the wall to the rhythm of a melody, from how the sky looked, it seemed to be from 3PM to 5PM, I know, not very specific.
I looked up and saw a lot of birds flying around, it kinda looked like they were doing tricks in the skyIsn't it beautiful tho? We have creatures that are constantly flying in the air, like if they were magical, they're so colorful too, and the way they communicate with eachother is amazing, it's almost mythical. I mean, maybe I'm thinking about it too much, but isn't that fun?
I sat in the window praising the view for about 10 minutes, because soon after, it was time to go
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEE-
I turned off my alarm with a groan and an annoyed face, "dang it..", I've been lucid dreaming for about 3 months now, and everytime it's time to wake up it's so frustrating, going back to reality, I wish I could live in a dream... but I guess on the good side of waking up I get to go to school and see my friends..?
Oh yeah, school, I probably should get ready for that
I quickly swiped off my "pajama" which was basically clothes that I get in christmas or my birthday that I don't like, but I guess I can use them for something
And in kind of a rush I put on my normal clothes, maybe I could try changing them for something new some day, but that's kinda scary
I got my hat, as usually, and grabbed my music player, I'm not having breakfast because- uh- well, I don't really have a reason, I guess I just don't feel like it, and so, I brushed my teeth and all the stuff you do before school you know? Well, except the breakfast
I looked at the clock, 6:30AM, it's Tuesday, so my uncle should be home in an hour and a half..
I pulled my hat to cover my face, plugged in my earphones and went walking to school, with my music on a low level just incase, you never know
I was humming to the rhythm of Arms Tonite, when I felt someone tapping my back to the same rhythm as the song, I kinda panicked and instantly turned around making my hands into fists and putting them in a fighting position, oh yeah i also kinda screamed "wHat is it T-THAT you wAAnt!!"
And then
I realised
Rantaro was staring at me with a "what the fuck happened" expression
Then he smiled... I knew what was coming
He started chuckling, and then laughing, then cackling, I was way too embarrassed and kept pulling my hat down, trying to cover what my hat can't with either my hands or hair
"Hnnnnnng s-stop laughing it i-isn't f-funny"
Rantaro was now holding his stomach of laughter
"O-ok, you're e-exa ... ex-a-ge-ra-ting n-now"
I hate that, sometimes my stutter gets in the way of how I pronounce words, and have to break it down in syllables, my friends usually ignore it because they know it makes me feel bad, but it's a different story with strangers and random classmates, and don't even mention teachers
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