After a period of being so guarded. I was feeling so heavy. I was late to this function. The night before my diva sister and I had a breakthrough. I've never really had so much support. In these pictures I felt so supported and genuinely loved.
I'd taken the picture and didn't even think to ask to look at the picture. It wasn't until I went to social media then I saw the picture. I can honestly say that these pictures are the first time that I've smiled. I always had a mug. I never really had anything to smile for.
I was living without faith. I felt that my situation generated my energy. Now I know for sure I'm proof. Situations are temporary but energy impacts others and a personal experience can leave a stain. I'm filled with love and happiness now. The encouragement of sister divas made me feel empowered.
I felt so unworthy of love, joy and peace. I've been through some things that took my smile from me. I allowed people to treat me less than. I subconsciously believe that I was less than.
I know that I'm a queen. I know my worth. I know that I don't deserve anything less than. I know that I'm very rare and valuable. I'm not perfect but my heart is filled with love. I know that my love is so real.
So the memories of these pictures are precious to me. These pictures bring back honorable moments. Honestly I'm in a place where I can see things happening from a far. I can see the bad and the good. I honestly love the directions things are headed in. I am definitely proud of my progress. I just have to remain focused and grounded.
Whenever you overcome barriers you are able to understand justice and balance. You understand life and death. You understand love and hate. You understand fail and success. You understand angelic and evil. You understand good and bad on a deeper level.
