Dear Santa

Dear Santa,

Hey! Now quit pulling your all-grey hair. I know you're frustrated since here I am again with a brand new, unreasonable, selfish demand not even a wish, after a darn whole year without keeping in touch with you in between at all. But you're an oldie now, your hair might come off ;)

In my defense, there's a guy who's keeping me too busy these days. Yeah, you guessed right. It's about him rather I feel everything mine is about him. Don't give me that look, I'm not smitten. This time I'm actually in love with him, because of him.

Well, calling him handsome is an exaggeration. I with this face am better looking than him *he he*. He falls in the average category. But, my eyes can't move from his face.
And the best part is that I think we'll suit each other, look good as a couple.

He's great even though not excellent at academics. Let's just not talk about me now. He takes even his hobbies seriously. Well, you know me for more than 18 years now. You know I refuse to acknowledge the word seriousness even. He's far more blessed compared to me yet far more hardworking than me.

But this doesn't disturb, intimidate or concern me even slightly a bit. Well, we both know I'm egomaniac and simply pay no heed to comparing with others in good or bad way. My true concern is that I am wanting to work hard, to achieve, to succeed, to finally seek my own happiness.

I want to better myself, build a life I'm proud to live. I want him not to simply get attracted to me but love me with all his heart, brain and be proud and happy for us. Never had anyone ever made my heart beat this faster. His mere presence brings involuntary twinkle in my eyes and effortless, true smile on my lips.

I lose control over myself. His single stare delays my sleep for an hour. I get affected when his close ones don't like me that much. I get sad when at times I have to acknowledge the hurdles for us to be together. He's better than me in most aspects. I keep on analyzing whether we're compatible enough.

It's scary how for the first time I'm not merely attracted to a boy. I don't know how to handle such deep, intense, and important feeling. I want to have my happily ever after with him. And not knowing how to is so painful.

Him being so observant, family-oriented, confident, humble, jovial, rich and all-rounder isn't what matters. The thing I love about him is the feeling he gives me. Like I'm roaming under canopy on lush greenery embedded with dew drops in fresh, warm, happy sunlight.

He makes me feel myself and this world more beautiful, warm, peaceful. So, will you pleaseeeee give me him, my love and myself because I am truly me with him. 

Best Regards!

500 words!

Hey everyone,

This is my humble attempt for the 'Dear Santa/Dear Diary' contest conducted by Romance  in POV of one of my future character;)

Hopefully, you will like it:)

Wish you all a veryyyyy happy new year. May this year turn out exactly how you wish as. Have a blast in your life, guys.

Tons of love and regards!

Kindly, Vote - Comment - Share

Yours Truly,
ButteryButteryfly5